lifesong
                  
            Everyone needs compassion
            And love that never fails
            Let mercy fall on me
            
            When everyone needs forgiveness
            Kindness of the Saviour
            The Hope of the nation
            
            
            Saviour, He can move the mountains
            My God is mighty to save
            He is mighty to save
            Forever author of salvation
            He rose and conquered the grave
            Jesus conquered the grave
            
            So take me as you find me
            All my fears and failures
            Fill my life again
            
            I give my life to follow
            Everything that i believe in
            Now i surrender 
            
            
            Shine a light in and 
            let the whole world see
            Singing, for the glory of the risen king
            Jesus, Shine a light and 
            let the whole world see
            Singing for the glory of the risen king
            
                      
                                 
                      
 
                                 
                      
                         
                            Sunday, October 08, 2006
           -3:56 PM
                                 
well well.. as i went to eat with the others after ypms.. the most 
unthinkable happened.. i saw my previous coach who attends the same church as me and he asked for my help to bring my old friend (not that i noe him well) to church! and after i said "ok i'll try" he then proceed to make sarcastic remarks about me.. what a big turn around!
i seriously sense that God is bringing up my past to teach me a real important lesson.. bringing back the old 'enemies' (if i may put it like that)... i think that all the wrong decisions made previously are coming back to haunt me.. i really need to muster up all my courage and draw strength to brave through this storm..
why must this world be so political, competitive and cold hearted! i need to see some love and warmth around this place.. (big sigh) and i'll make sure my kids next time would NEVER pick up table tennis..
*boy/man at a fragile stage*