lifesong
                  
            Everyone needs compassion
            And love that never fails
            Let mercy fall on me
            
            When everyone needs forgiveness
            Kindness of the Saviour
            The Hope of the nation
            
            
            Saviour, He can move the mountains
            My God is mighty to save
            He is mighty to save
            Forever author of salvation
            He rose and conquered the grave
            Jesus conquered the grave
            
            So take me as you find me
            All my fears and failures
            Fill my life again
            
            I give my life to follow
            Everything that i believe in
            Now i surrender 
            
            
            Shine a light in and 
            let the whole world see
            Singing, for the glory of the risen king
            Jesus, Shine a light and 
            let the whole world see
            Singing for the glory of the risen king
            
                      
                                 
                      
 
                                 
                      
                         
                            Tuesday, October 17, 2006
           -12:03 AM
                                 
i guess i've really been challenged spiritually this 2 weeks or so.. first it was my old 'enemy' coming to Ypm.. and all the unhappy memories just stream back into my mind.. and today i was with tim on the cab and this question about where my heart lies surfaced..
so i'm serving for childrens' min now and after i become better and more ready for a bigger service, would i still remain in childrens' min? or would i go on to Ypm to serve.. well to say the truth, i would definitely choose to serve in Ypm.. the worshippers are more responsive and the band would surely be better.. but den again, it was at childrens' min that i was groomed and all.. and it isnt right at all just to leave after i develop from a 'baby drummer' into a more mature drummer.. though the p&w in CM may not be as good as YPM... i find that the fact would always remain.. which is God sees the heart and not how good the band plays or how good the worship leader sings..
although its too early to think of such problems because i'm still very inexperienced.. but i guess its better to prioritise early so that i can make the right choice when the time comes..
*It is and it will be you*