Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation

Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

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zz
230588
gemini
nineteen
TP

loves
GOD
family
friends
adidas
sports
drums

wishlist
straight B's
GPA 3.4 at least
new bag
blades
alot of food
injury free
more adidas pants
gain 5kg
to play a musical instrument
fly an areoplane
learn how to drive a car

-12:07 AM

life life life life.. LIFE! i think i'm somebody who thinks alot before going to sleep.. yesterday night i came up with another conclusion about life.. here it goes...

at the start, i thought to myself that life was all about doing everything right and doing the right things.. but i came up with a even better idea that life isnt all about doing the right things for no man could live or do anything on his/her own.. we have to be able to deal with people effectively then could we get things moving.. but as i pondered even more.. i was wondering if we're not right with God, would we be able to be right with people and things? surely everything we do centers around christ isnt it?

so the point i'm stressing here is that, if anyone wants to be successful in life, he/she really has to be right before christ.. and so if there're anyone non-believers out there who wanna know more about this christ i'm talking about.. come to Church of Singapore (Marine Parade) at 1730hrs on 4th of Nov to find out more!


-10:55 PM

honestly, i really feel like going into army and taste a new kind of life.. call me nuts but i really cant stand the direction my life is heading towards.. i'm hoping that after i get into army and come out, i'll have the reborn kinda feeling and get excited with life all over again..

*plunging mood*


-12:58 AM

i guess i'm in for a real tough ride in my new semester.. almost everyone in my class is so chiong.. first day of sch and everyone went to the library to borrow reference books to do proj.. wats their problem? but anyway i think this would do good to my GPA bcos of the urge to perform...

but why is spore so acadmically driven? cant they be like canada where kids go out to play everyday after sch with a smile on their face while spore kids tug heavy schoolbags home and sulk while looking at the piles of homework to complete.. why is it that the canadian society can still function well at a much more relaxed pace while we sporeans have to be so hard on ourselves.. but well.. life is as such..

*If I were to leave, I'll find u the hardest to part with*


-12:03 AM

i guess i've really been challenged spiritually this 2 weeks or so.. first it was my old 'enemy' coming to Ypm.. and all the unhappy memories just stream back into my mind.. and today i was with tim on the cab and this question about where my heart lies surfaced..

so i'm serving for childrens' min now and after i become better and more ready for a bigger service, would i still remain in childrens' min? or would i go on to Ypm to serve.. well to say the truth, i would definitely choose to serve in Ypm.. the worshippers are more responsive and the band would surely be better.. but den again, it was at childrens' min that i was groomed and all.. and it isnt right at all just to leave after i develop from a 'baby drummer' into a more mature drummer.. though the p&w in CM may not be as good as YPM... i find that the fact would always remain.. which is God sees the heart and not how good the band plays or how good the worship leader sings..

although its too early to think of such problems because i'm still very inexperienced.. but i guess its better to prioritise early so that i can make the right choice when the time comes..

*It is and it will be you*


-12:28 AM

ohh.. this is the first time i'm seeing a back stab, font stab and side stab in the place i'm working at.. but this isnt the first time i've encountered stabs as its quite prevalent in table tennis.. so yea.. anyway my boss is leaving next friday for another company and some are trying to climb over her top by finding faults with her and email-ing the bigger boss on all the flaws she has done in hope that he or she will get promoted sometime soon.. (the year end is coming)..

furthermore, this person is a christian!! i cant believe my ears and eyes when i found out it *xxx* who was trying to stab my boss.. well.. i guess its all part and parcel of life and all of us would surely have to come across stabbing situations.. the world is such and there's nothing much we could really do about it.. wat a sad world..

i think i'm becoming more and more pessimistic about the world in general with all the natural disasters, bombs and strikes that are happening.. and not forgetting all the stabbers around us.. all these are making me feel that the world is really in a chaotic mess that only when God comes back then would the peace be restored and make everything new again..

*Yay! I'm waiting for ur comeback in 10mths!*


-3:56 PM

well well.. as i went to eat with the others after ypms.. the most unthinkable happened.. i saw my previous coach who attends the same church as me and he asked for my help to bring my old friend (not that i noe him well) to church! and after i said "ok i'll try" he then proceed to make sarcastic remarks about me.. what a big turn around!

i seriously sense that God is bringing up my past to teach me a real important lesson.. bringing back the old 'enemies' (if i may put it like that)... i think that all the wrong decisions made previously are coming back to haunt me.. i really need to muster up all my courage and draw strength to brave through this storm..

why must this world be so political, competitive and cold hearted! i need to see some love and warmth around this place.. (big sigh) and i'll make sure my kids next time would NEVER pick up table tennis..

*boy/man at a fragile stage*


-12:06 AM

i missed those time when i can get to have the whole day to myself doing what i enjoy.. everyday i'm occupied at the office doing nonsense enrolments which is dull and boring and my tired eyes results in higher degree which leads to blur-er vision...

but due to my high maintenance cost, i have no choice but to perservere.. and the interesting thing is, i dunno wat i spent on! HAHAHA.. i need to hire an accountant.. lol

*i'm so looking forward to 1/12/2006*


-11:53 PM

The cramping season is back!!

Muscle cramps generally result from overexertion and dehydration. When you don't have enough fluid in your system, it leads to an electrolyte imbalance that causes your muscles to cramp up. Electrolytes are minerals such as sodium, magnesium, calcium and potassium that help the cells to function normally. An imbalance occurs when we have too much or too little of one or more electrolytes in our system. ( I think i have too much calcium and too little sodium)

Anyway i've been thinking why is it that no one invented a music player that could break down the music.. for example.. we could just try to listen to the singer, or just the guitarist, or the drummer.. hmm.. a business idea maybe? hahaha..

*The family is building up too quickly!*


-10:17 PM

in this day and age.. everything that we do requires instant result.. if you do not perform, u'll be quickly banished to the side.. and unfortuantely, i think i'm too caught up in this world of trying to achieve instant success..

but heck the instant success aside.. i've learnt that somethings just cannot be rushed.. skills are essential to any human life form and life skills are even more impt.. it takes a long time to develop and it takes an even long time to polish it.. however without God's anoiting, nothing is even possible..

relationships is another thing that cant be rushed.. it has to always follow the cycle of getting to know and slowly develop a feeling for that person and to being good friends and eventual partners for life.. all this could not be done in an instant.. and more often than not i've seen rushed relationships ending in bitterness and heartaches.. therefore not everything fast and instant would be beneficial to us..

*I thank my God every time i remember you. Philippians 1:3 =)*

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