Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation

Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

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GOD
family
friends
adidas
sports
drums

wishlist
straight B's
GPA 3.4 at least
new bag
blades
alot of food
injury free
more adidas pants
gain 5kg
to play a musical instrument
fly an areoplane
learn how to drive a car

-9:29 PM

YES! YES! YES! God is good.. He is super good.. hahahaha.. He provided me with the electives that i want! i cant believe it!!! just as a hope seems lost, i went to look at the board by faith and i saw my name on the coporate communication and tourism elective! ahhhh.. i'm super happy.. hahaha.. finally the gloomy week seems over! =)))))))))))




I LOVE IT! =)


-11:58 PM

woah.. i'm physically and mentally super drained.. i think i'm gonna fall sick real real soon.. sighs.. and it doesnt help when ur parents and bickering over stupid things which is so stupid dat i cant be bothered to ask..

oh wells.. tmr the electives result would come out and the start of the appeal period will begin... but everything is in His hands and he would be the author of my life.. amen to dat.. why should i worry... He has provided and He will continue to provide!

Mid sem is coming.. gahhhhhh... murder of get murdered.. lol


-9:11 PM

things are about to get worse.. received a phone call from the lecturer saying dat i couldnt be fitted into any of the electives that i have chosen.. i'm like why i cannot get in? its not as if i'm too lousy or wat.. i'm gonna appeal tmr.. if i cant get the course dat i wan.. i prolly be gone.. table tennis gone, studies gone... wats next.. apart from 23/5.. this has been a shitty week.. >.<

God! wat are the plans dat u really want for me?


-11:01 PM

my birthday has passed.. i'm officially 18 now.. i wanna go take my driving license! =) den i no need to squeeze with pple on bus.. haha.. had quite a good time during dat day.. mostly doing crap projects.. but after dat was fun fun fun..the class celebrated for me during tutorial and bot me a cake.. dat 1 was kinda expected la.. especially when agus disappeared halfway.. but after dat.. 1B10 celebrated my bdae outside the library! wa lau.. damn paiseh.. but dat 1 was quite a suprised and i was really touched.. thanks guys... =) went to play pool after dat and i've nv felt so happy playing pool.. =) thanks rald..

and after dat doyle treated me to hans river! =) it was damn nice of him la.. haha.. thanks dude.. but now.. its back to reality.. today fell out with coach.. although it was wrong of me to dis-respect him.. but he ought to show some respect to his own players and not gossip about them.. he's really crap la.. i've now seen the real him.. i've lost all my respect for him alr..

i'm a grumpy boy..


-12:07 AM

oh yea.. weichen mei4 tried to suprise me with a gift but it failed when she told me dat she wanted to pass to me my present.. zzz.. next time dun tell me la! haha.. like next year or smth.. haha

ok.. other den dat.. competition was ok la.. frenship should be placed higher than wat u achieve.. not disappointed bout it cos i dun deserved to win a single match with the effort i put into table tennis.. but i still have to train hard to get into uni.. God! what should i do?? *sighs*

everyone around me seems to be breaking up.. awww.. so sad.. cheery u guys/girls.. =)

i sprain my back! =X


-11:55 PM

oh my... breaking in cold sweat juz now.. just as i was about to cross the road dat leads to my side gate, a car suddenly turned in! thank God i'm still alive.. and it occured to me dat i'm living on borrowed time from God..

*accidents can happen at anytime, cherish ur time*


-12:24 AM

honestly.. i think i should start thanking my dad for everything dat he has done for me.. he really is truely a remarkable father.. the love he has showered on me is more den enuff to flood my heart...

think abt it.. when was the last time u ever asked ur dad how's work?? when was the last time u ever had a heart to heart talk with him?? when i'm home.. i usually be on msn laughing my night away... neglecting my father who would be sitting in the living room.. lonely and watching tv.. the thought of it makes me sick.. what a failure i've been as a son..

even when my dad has problems, he hid it so well dat i couldnt detect it.. maybe i was too insensitive... sigh.. and he was still asking me whether i had enuff money or things like whether i can cope with my sch work.. its like even though he has his problems at work, he would still be very much concerned for me.. whereas when i'm so carefree.. i didnt even tot of caring for him... it was like taking him for granted.. >.<

i'm such a failure..


-11:06 PM

freaking stressed up over sch.. squeezing us left right up down centre.. ahhh.. i feel so squashed.. lol... anyway ya.. school work is hetic and when i went to check the requirements for Uni, i didnt fulfill a criteria which was to pass A maths during o lvls.. but they'll treat pple like me on a case by case basis.. but i noe dat God will provide eventually..

this shy thingy about me is getting real bad... its like i'm not adding any of my new classmates in yr 2 la.. omg.. i'm worse than some moron can.. =X

ok.. off to do work now.. haix... i thank God for online counselling.. doyle and ee ling have been vv encouraging.. thanks yall.. =)


-9:49 PM

haha... i've been so slack nowadays.. i haven been doing my tutorials.. should start doing it soon man.. haha.. and on days when my sch starts late, i hav to go sch at 9am! wat the heck.. i wan / need sleep.. >.<

woots.. complains aside.. today was quite a enjoyable day.. after service went to eat and after dat shopping around helping pple to buy mother's day present.. haha.. and we pool! wheee... haha.. =))) doyle give chance la.. haha.. and after dat.. played tennis!! <3 good workout... =)

alrights.. dat sums up my day i guess.. *dives into notes*


-1:28 AM

Oceans will roar, mountains will tremble at the sound of ur name.. =)

ok.. i wanna slp.. wat kind of a update is this.. hahaa

the japanese soldier and me.. hahahaha


-12:08 AM

Alrights.. today was a day of many first.. firstly today I watched a black and white film for the first time since pri sch.. the days when I watch Charlie chaplin… lol.. I was half taking down notes and half falling asleep la.. and I’m supposed to write a 1500 word essay for it.. God bless me man.. haha..

Went blading with win win to expo… haha.. super weird to skate there la.. first time skating there.. and we saw executives lining up 2 by 2 to go into the convention hall like some kindergarden kids la.. haha.. damn funny.. ya.. den after dat went to buy mother’s day prezzie.. and the sales person tot me and win win were siblings… hahaha… do we even look like sibilings? Lol.. first time buy jewellry for mother.. hahaa..

If u dunno me well, pls do not accuse me falsely.. I detest it a lot.. >.< dun act like u noe me.. come on..

Oh wells.. mama’s off to japan now.. I can create havoc at home!! Oleh..

-11:00 PM

umm.. sat didnt go blading cos it was like raining in the morn la! quite sad.. but anyway ypm was good and everything went on smoothly.. haha

ate dinner at bk and didnt hav the appetite to eat and so juz sat there and watch the petralites eat.. suddenly.. some pig tried to squeeze open the sauce and the chilli sauce squirt on my face la! wat good aiming.. a few cm up and it would hav hit my eye.. but i thank God dat it didnt..

ok.. i'm tired.. ciaoz..


-11:41 PM

woots.. today has been a super long day in sch.. 9-6!! -_-" freaking tired la.. anyway.. today listened to wat the tutor said and was quite amazed..

"tutorials are not meant to be juz a getting answer session.. it should be a tutor trying to stimulate ur thinking and in the process helping u understand the answers to the question. some students like to memorise the whole chunk of facts from the notes but for me i'll purposely make mistakes in my lecture notes so dat my students understand and not vomit in the exam hall!"

the way he conducts the tutorial rocks too.. so different from the other teachers dat i wont fall asleep dat easily..

star gazing rocks.. haha.. it takes ur mind off things dat u dun wanna be bothered by... juz lie there and do nothing but look.. cool! shall do it more often.. =)






-11:14 PM

tired tired tired tired.. >.<


-8:31 PM

*should i shave should i shave should i shave*ok.. slept from like 830pm- 845am.. i'm such a pig.. haha.. but its to make up for my lack of slp from thurs to mon.. haha...so nice.. i finally got a peaceful slp and wake up naturally without any interruptions..

funnival was quite fun.. haha.. took many many pics using various hps.. haha.. trying to upload to com but i always cant.. >.< shall get pple to help me.. haha... ok.. gotta go sch alr.. ciaoz


-12:02 AM

cant really breathe properly.. the air cant seem to go into my lungs even though i'm breathing very hard.. sigh.. wats wrong! craps...

still pondering if i should shave my head.. >.< should i?

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