Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation

Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

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wishlist
straight B's
GPA 3.4 at least
new bag
blades
alot of food
injury free
more adidas pants
gain 5kg
to play a musical instrument
fly an areoplane
learn how to drive a car

-11:13 PM

u wan some? come get some.. although it hurts to see u think about it this way.. but dats the way i am.. so wat r u gonna do about it? seriously the sight of u detests me.. woah.. so much for being angry.. haha.. i think i'll only blog like this if it upsets me alot..

haha.. waa.. i dedicate 1 part of my blog to this guy.. grr... anyway.. this blog is not abt him.. i dun hav to impress anybody for its God's opinion dat matters.. so to heck whatever it is.. oh wells.. anyway juz had intensive gymming with yong yi juz now.. woah.. i feel so strong.. haha... i'm addicted to the gym alr.. ohh... and since i dun really hav anything to blog about.. i shall juz blog about wat my tests results are for the personality thingy dats been sent around..

You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

dats quite true la.. haha.. anyway.. gtg.. so ciaoz.. haha..

*u can nv please everybody* *but u dun hav to cos only His opinions matters


-11:08 PM

maybe i'm juz not good with words.. maybe i'm juz not good with the way i express my thoughts and feelings.. maybe i'm not as talented as other guys are.. oh wells.. i guess its time to really upgrade myself for the future.. damn it.. i feel so useless...

anyway i think dat for a guy to be successful.. there are 2 things dat the person muz muz hav.. but 1 of them is good enuff to surpass all.. its God and confidence.. i can do all things through God who gives us strength.. therefore God is the muz hav.. 2ndly.. is confidence.. sometimes i juz feel dat to do anything properly.. without confidence.. u'll lose half the battle.. for example in any sports.. if u think dat u cannot beat ur opponent.. thinking dat they're too good for u, u'll probably be half dead before the start of the actual competiton...

so i guess dat guys who are reading this.. if there's any.. should really trust in the Lord and hav confidence.. or rather faith.. yup.. believe!! impossible is nothing.. haha.. i think i'm like adidas spokesman or something..

woah.. maybe hols is really a great time for u to reflect on ur life and think about wat i've done wrong or correct.. from reading my old posts and the posts dat i hav now.. i think dat i've grown quite abit.. PRAISE THE LORD!! =)

i shall no longer be the kiddy isaac.. its time to really grow up and learn to be a real man.. =)

*I love u not bcos of who u r but bcos of who I am when i'm with u*


-10:28 PM


ohh.. peeps.. see see... i'm on a mag.. haha.. december issue of the .... magazine.. =) pple go get it.. and see me.. hahaa.. i'll tell u wat magazine if u ask me personally..

anyway.. why is it dat this annoying feeling juz keeps coming.. why do i keep making the same mistake.. why cant i juz learn from it and not keep letting mistakes repeat itself.. blah.. i hate the feeling.. =(

as the magazine says.. growing pains.. how i really wished dat i could turn back time to be young again.. this few days like quite moody.. really regretted now laying out the foundations well and as i grow older.. the building dat is in me juz gets more and more shakey.. ahh!! ok.. i really got to sort it out.. ciaoz..

*falling into a bottomless pit*


-1:26 AM

oh wells.. boxing day was kinda ok.. lol.. dats the word to describe it.. so tiring la.. went orchard and den tried to buy some presents.. in the end i only got 2.. haha.. but i think its gd enuff.. blah.. and after orchard.. i came back to east pt.. and guess wat.. my mother bought me blades!! =) as a christmas gift.. =)

so yup.. after dat went to clement's hse.. and i bladed out on the roads.. haha.. kinda dumb la.. but i need all the practise i can get lor.. =X think i improve quite alot alr.. although there are more to be learnt..

actually to think of it.. wat my mother said the other time was quite true.. when i was vv young.. she used to push me to learn this and learn dat and say its for my own good.. but i always reject her saying dat i dun like it or wat.. but now.. when i wanna play an instrument.. i feel so useless cos i cant even play a guitar or any other insturment.. =( these are things dat i really regret when thinking bout it.. oh wells.. should i try to pick it up?? looking at pple being able to help out in church playing instruments and serving the Lord makes me feel so inferior to them.. although there are more stuffs other den the music ministry.. but i think dat praise and worship is such an impt part dat i wanna be a part of it.. ahh... i wanna grow back younger..

been thinking through the whole yr.. think i didnt make any resolutions last yr.. so not much of a guideline.. certain things i've failed quite badly this yr.. not in subjs of course.. to sum up the yr.. i think dat its been full of unhappy and regretful stuffs.. the months dat i hav not been working to fully utilise my hols... and the impulsivness of me of getting into a r/s.. and many other small small things dat accumulated to alot of unhappy stuffs.. oh wells.. i've also been spending money like water.. dats really really bad... ohh.. and also the sacking at taka.. =(

but den again.. there are some happier moments like when i got my results for o's cos i tot i'll score super high.. although i noe many pple will think dat mine is not vv good.. but for me.. i'm contented with what i hav.. after thinking through the yr.. i think dat its really time for me to start utilising my every second and do something with purpose.. God put us on earth for a purpose and i certainly noe dat i'm not supposed to waste time.. cos u'll nv noe when u're going to go.. so yup.. i guess i shall start leading a life dat is full of drive and full of purpose from this time on..

wow.. i think i'm maturing on the inside.. but on the outside... i feel so childish.. oh wells..


-10:02 PM

hahah.. firstly.. i'll like to sae merry christmas to everybody reading my blog.. =) haha.. and yes i've got alot of things to update about.. it will all depend on whether i rmb all the things dat happened or not.. yup.. haha

so where did i stop?? hmmx.. ok.. thurs and fri's paper were good.. haha.. not bad luh.. ohh.. and fri after my tests.. went to do a bit of the proj.. quite slack la.. but at least the all guys team got something done.. oh wells.. not bad alr.. =) so after dat went back to AHS to train.. at first super paiseh cos me and loo didnt noe the coach.. but after dat when we approached him to help him pei lian.. den i felt better.. =)

but the most memorable part was the training with the machine.. haha.. loved it man.. haha.. although i train until my hand cramp.. probably cos i vv long nv train alr.. haha.. shall go back and train all my strokes.. yup.. =)

ohh.. den sat had the funnest of parties.. =) went to estella's hse at 4+ liddat.. haha.. in the morn had soccer.. so when i went stell's hse i was like snoozing away.. haha.. den when the late comers came they got sprayed by the party strings.. something like a spray.. and snows.. haha.. sry stell.. made ur hse vv dirty.. =X haha.. but it was fun.. and i got sprayed bcos i slept.. blah.. but it was all for the fun.. haha.. i wan my pics.. pple pls send me pics.. *vain zz*

lol.. okok.. and i got a ball for the christmas exchange thingy.. haha.. everybody knew i liked the ball.. haha.. as long as its a ball gift.. i think zz will enjoy it.. =) yup yup.. and we made a small fountain kinda thingy.. haha.. pple pls go and try yea??

INSTRUCTIONS : 1) buy a 1.5 bottle coke light and a tube of stong mint mentos
2) open the coke light carefully and dun let out the gas
3) as soon as u open the bottle.. throw in the whole tube of mentos
4) when mentos thrown in.. coke will gush out like a fountain.. =)

this is a vv cool thingy brought to us by Cooper.. =) haha.. den i went home at like 11+ la.. haha.. spent the first minute of christmas with chong lip on bus 17.. haha.. but nvm la.. it was fun talking.. and he was quite dumb la.. bus 12 came and he juz stood there.. den when it left he tried to go for the bus!! ahhhh... and we missed the last bus.. so i took 17 to 201 and walked back to simei.. by the time i reach home was 12 15 alr.. haha.. so late can?? haha..

den sunday.. let me take a breather and i'll update again.. ok.. i'm back.. haha.. so sunday woke up by phone call.. so went to church.. yup.. den after church went to eat with the peeps at BK.. along the way i saw juliana!!! haha.. yea.. den after dat eat and talked.. haha.. the best part was talking to Cooper.. he is such a knowledgeable guy la..

cos todae i'm supposed to go home for my parent's gathering or wat la.. so cant go out for vv late.. i was quite sad.. so Cooper like asked me why i dun wanna go home all this lor.. haha.. den shared and all the stuffs.. yup.. den he shared about how to be a successful person in life.. hah..

i shall share the main points.. first is to seek God.. second is to ask God for a vision for ur purpose and goal in life.. third is to ask for ur calling.. and some stuffs dat he said were quite true la.. we should really priortise our time.. like we can play computer game less and help out with housework more.. in dat way we can like gain more trust from parents.. with more trust.. we'll get more freedom to go out dun u agree??? but the thing is.. with greater freedom comes more respondsibility.. ohh.. he also said dat in life.. we should not only seek for entertainment and always go out to enjoy life.. its true dat sometimes we need a breather... but we should not always indulge in life.. bcos we should not go for worldly things.. instead of spending money buying a phone or something.. why not we transfer the fund in to tithes and glorify God's name?? AMEN yea?? =) i feel so grown up.. and he shared about more stuffs la..

yups.. den after dat went to ZION to watch the guys play dota.. haha.. i really dunno wats so fun abt it dat almost all the church guys are hooked onto it.. =X yup.. den after dat went tamp to watch king kong.. haha.. quite a nice movie la.. a beast could love somebody so deeply dat he could sacrifice and protect her.. if a beast can do it.. why cant humans?? food for thought..

okok.. i'm super naggy.. shall go now.. ciaoz..


-9:32 PM

hahaa.. 2 more papers and wala!! its done.. haha.. so looking forward to it la.. haha.. days pass faster pls!!

anyway.. yesterdae had accounts paper.. some pple hav a certain answer and they sae its correct.. but some of my frens who are quite pro.. namely jesscan and kelvin had the same answer as me.. so i dunno who is correct.. hopefully the pple who are with me are correct.. haha.. both sides are equally sure dat they're correct.. lol..

as for todae's MBS.. haha.. i think i'll get a D.. lol.. at least i wont fail.. haha.. hopefully i get C or more den the projects, access test and final exam will push my grades up lor.. haha.. HOPEFULLY!! >.<

todae went to meet karen for dinner.. haha.. karen( my long lost primary sch fren).. haha.. and got to noe some interesting stuffs dat pple said about me... haha.. oh wells.. some pple are juz plain proud.. =X anyway.. i dunno y but i juz kept teasing her.. oh oh.. i muz learn to control.. haha... but it was fun.. =)

den after dat went to shop for some christmas present.. haha.. cos it was raining and i cant go home.. so might as well go walk around east pt.. actually.. east pt also got things to buy 1 lor.. haha.. dun so east pt lousy ok.. cos its my home ground.. =) got a present for the gathering on 24th.. haha.. i think it should be ok la.. =) and as i shopped around.. i saw this deuter bag dat i really really wan.. haha. oh man.. i better start saving and stop spending money like water.. if gerald can spend only 10 bucks in 4 days.. i should be able to.. =) for my deuter bag!! it costs 160+!! damn ex.. but i like.. so i'm gonna get it.. unless i see something nicer.. haha..

ok.. enuff of talking crap.. dun hav enuff time for God alr.. muz pioritise now.. haha.. bye pple!! =)


-10:01 PM

I KNEW IT!!! ITS DAT FEELING!! RAH!!!!!


-11:44 AM

woah.. its been so long since i last blogged.. haha.. so i shall juz do a brief update.. anyway.. sunday went church den went to cine to buy my shoes.. YEAH!! haha.. 60 bucks.. blah.. den after dat went on to study.. haha.. i'm beginning to feel my life quite boring la..

okok.. monday.. waaa... i'm so pissed with myself.. i forgot to square root my answer.. anyway the paper was business statistics.. and i think as a result i wont get distinction.. even an A looks under threat.. ahh.. oh man.. later i still hav accounts test.. ahh... my most dreaded subj.. i hope i dun get myself killed.. =X

blah.. December is such a gloomy month.. nothing to really perk me out and give me a pat on the back.. no motivation at all.. =( its a wierd feeling in my heart dat only a small no. of pple will noe how i feel..

*I need strength God*


-11:53 PM

hahaha.. this post is dedicated to doyle because he is such an extremely nice guy and i juz love being with him... but i'm not gay.. so ya.. hahaa

friday i had the most awesome time of worship la.. it was really tremendous and i certainly felt God's presence and the holy spirit coming.. ok.. i shall briefly describe my friday.. haha.. had lessons den went to study.. and amazing.. i hav nv seen doyle in the library b4.. (doyle is my church fren).. so for a certain reason.. i happened to see him in the library.. and he told me he was going for YPM(youth pple ministry) camp.. so he asked me whether i wanna go.. actually i didnt plan to go.. but since he asked me and i studied quite alot.. so i said ok lor.. den he left.. and after dat.. he came back again cos he couldnt find his frens.. they were all attending lecture and he didnt go.. haha.. so we were like discussing wat time he can send me to the camp etc.. thank u God for sending him to me

so ya.. arranged alr den he drove me to sentosa lor.. haha... and when we reached there.. they were like having dinner.. *fastforward* so the first song was let creation sing.. waa.. i tell u the guys played quite well.. and matthew is a damn good worship leader.. haha

fastforward again and they message was on holy spirit.. and the pastor shared on how to recieve holy spirit dat kind of thing la.. i think almost everybody wanted to be filled with the holy spirit.. yup.. so at the end of the msg all of the pple in camp were prayed for the receive the holy spirit.. me 2.. although sometimes when pple pray for me i felt like falling over.. but i didnt cos i was scared.. but anyway i received holy spirit into me.. and it was truely an amazing feeling i tell u..

when pple prayed for me.. my head was like contracting la.. the brain there really squeezed lor.. den after dat u can feel dat ur soul is like flying towards the sky.. its really an amazing feeling.. can nv forget it man.. =)

yup.. so i spoke a little in tongues... not alot but i'm glad dat holy spirit is in my life.. =) almost everybody who went for the camp became darker la.. sian man.. haha.. nvm.. i gtg slp alr.. bb..


-11:59 PM

i've gotta poor hammy.. my left hammy is giving me problems again.. haix.. i think i need to see a doc soon.. =X blah.. anyway this CHC and FCBC is cramming the space in the east.. when i went home the other day on the bus, there were like 100+ pple at the expo bus stop waiting to get on 12 / 38.. ahh... make so much noise and also cramp the bus.. =( blah.. but i hope dat they'll be a blessing in disguise and spread the gospel around the east area.. =)

oh wells... the YPM camp is starting tml and i cant go bcos of sch and also next week i hav this irritating term test.. =( and i think it'll be quite hard cos i still hav the playful mode.. haha... die man.. i think my parents are coming home tml.. hopefully they'll motivate me to work.. haha.. and hopefully they bought me alot of clothes.. =)

blah... still having this vv sore throat and vv runny nose.. =( but the best part was dat i got no more fever.. think i made some pple unhappy when i stared at them cos they were making too much noise when i cant even talk.. sorry guys!!

ohh.. did u guys noe dat this yr's sports jacket is white in colour?? dats wat i heard.. cool!! wat a nice colour.. i cant wait to get my hands on 1.. =) and i wan my tt jersey.. heard its adidas.. lol.. and this semester there is sports day.. not those 100m, 200m.. but also inclusive of badminton, table tennis, soccer etc... i'm gonna own the table tennis table.. =) i hav to grab the gold medal.. =)

for now.. its the term test dat is my goal.. after dat i'll focus on my proj and after dat i'll focus on the comps.. which is like 9th Jan.. although the draw for TP is not vv good.. but pple come down and watch ok?? support TP.. its held at NP.. =) ok.. wanna slp alr.. ciaoz..


-10:16 PM

i'm hot.. i'm buring hot.. =) i dun mean sexy ok.. it means feverish.. blah.. anyways.. didnt hav the best of days in sch cos i was sick and didnt talk much.. >.< color="#ffff66">i drove doyle's car in the church carpark.. super happy can?? although for like 50m distance.. but nvm la.. still shuang.. =) 2nd time i drive a car.. =) luke didnt get to drive though cos he was only 15!! haha.. it pays to be old..

ok.. sunday woke up super early to go to church cos no parents ma.. den had to take bus.. so got up with help from morning calls and went to take bus... zzz.. was super tired la.. den after dat went home alr lor... den felt super sick.. blah! slept from 8pm to 8am todae.. wat a pig.. but it was a much needed rest... so i missed soccer lor.. =X

ok man.. i think i better go do some work and go to bed.. i'm super sick.. and nobody is home.. =( wat a bad time to fall sick lor..


-11:03 PM

HAHAHAA!!! i'm gg to be home alone from sat till like err.. thurs?? =))) cos my parents are gg out for hols.. and my bro as most pple know.. lives in sengkang.. so therefore.. I'M THE KING!! =)

oh wells.. besides dat.. i dunno wat else to celebrate alr.. hahaa.. exams are coming soon.. tml i shall be like a mugger and stay in the lib.. haha.. i hope it isnt too cold.. =X a mugger with no life is called a glass.. hahaa.. lame shit isaac.. =)

hmmx.. wat else do i hav to update on?? err.. ehh... i think i'm like forever hungry la.. i think many pple noe dat... and really lor.. i eat like nothing this few months.. haha.. 3.5 more kg to go to my ideal weight.. =) i realised dat my paras are all vv short.. LOL!!

hoi shek is jinx man... he won me 3-2 3 times!!! since the last time we played till now.. wat the pork.. wats wrong man!! blah.. i really hope to get the TP sports jacket.. envy those who wear it in sch man.. =X

zz's gg to slp now.. ciaoz..


-9:49 PM

hahaha.. training is fun.. haha.. but now the other side of my ankle injured.. hahaa.. stupid me.. always kanna ankle injury.. =( anyways.. played alot of comps on mon.. haha.. won all except for coach.. lost 3-1... =X he was like shooting penalties and i was like trying to save every shot la.. i muz improve!!

hmmx.. i decide to post 5 wierd or random facts about myself..

1) i love to tease pple

2) i love to play sports.. she is my wife!! i mean sports.. haha.. =)

3) i enjoy buying bulks of chewing gums when i'm outside spore..

4) i am impatient.. i like to do things fast and finish it fast..

5) i like to keep things neat.. for exp.. handwriting, my room, my closet.. etc..

yups.. dats it.. haha.. so boring!! haha.. but its hard to think of 5 facts of myself and i wonder why.. hahaa.. maybe not in the mood for it.. haha.. but anyways.. i wanna play game!! lol... i'm mad.. mid sem is coming in like 2 weeks.. and i haven even studied a crap.. =X 19th dec -23 dec.. everyday also hav paper.. ahhh!!!! =(

oh wells.. juz live with it.. after dat is my long awaited poly debut competiton in NP... pple muz come support zz.. =) i wan the tp sports jacket.. its super cool can!! vv shuai jacket.. i wan i wan!! ok.. this is super random.. haha.. juz like my usual style of blogging.. haha..

the rain is over and finally the rainbow and sun is coming out alr.. praise God dat the couple has finally resolved their differences.. =) ohh.. and i think i'm like a super busy man la.. rush here rush there.. lol.. like never ending tasks ahead of me.. =X

ahh.. pple.. i haven drank milk in like 1 month alr.. ahh.. amazing eh?? the milkman dun drink milk.. lol... oh wells.. my dad finally bot 2 litres of HL back.. finally the tradition is back.. =) and timothy.. when can i get the pictures!! blah!! ok.. off to do my projs.. ciaoz..


-11:26 PM

time passes so quickly.. it was like yesterdae when i juz blogged.. haha.. so many days hav passed!! ahh.. i dun wanna die!! lol.. ok... fri went to be umpire in sch and got 20 bucks voucher.. =) from metro.. =) haha.. den sat went to play soccer in the morn.. in ahs.. hahaha.. didnt play vv well la.. but nvm.. not my day.. ya.. den after dat went out lor.. didnt go YPM.. haha.. yup.. went out watch movies and had fun.. =))

quarrels are common between couples and if both couples are willing to ome together and make peace.. all would be forgotten.. i hope dat the both of u will come together and really settle ur differences once and for all and not let anything happen.. i really hope to see the 2 of u laughing and enjoying the days ahead with each other.. God made us to love 1 another and not to quarrel with 1 another.. although ur characters may clash... but i think dat if both of u hav the will to solve it.. u will solve this tension and God will definetly listen to ur prayers..

thanks for the concern by the uncles and aunties around.. u guys have really been vv encouraging.. although they wont be able to see it.. i juz wanna sae a big thank you to those who try to help.. =)

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