Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation

Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

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loves
GOD
family
friends
adidas
sports
drums

wishlist
straight B's
GPA 3.4 at least
new bag
blades
alot of food
injury free
more adidas pants
gain 5kg
to play a musical instrument
fly an areoplane
learn how to drive a car

-10:58 PM

waaaaa.. yes yes yes.. 1B10 is the captains ball champ.. hahahahahahaha.. from a knocked out team into a championship team.. wahaha.. okok.. so we went on sat and played 2 more games den the rest of the team.. cos we had lost the first match by points.. and there were 3 other teams.. so yea.. we knocked them out.. i think in the quarter finals.. there was this super duper extremly dirty team la.. they hav this big fat china guy dat barges into everybody.. haha.. and right.. got this skinny monkey.. not referring to myself.. when i picked up the loose ball on the ground.. he tried to scissor kick it away.. wat the hell.. i stunned manx.. haha.. but anyway.. my hands were faster den his legs.. =)

so in the end.. met kelvin and dee ru's class... haha.. and we won.. by 2 pts.. sorry brother.. haha.. =)yea.. so dat marked a vv happy day.. and our class won the best cheerleading too.. although about 7 came to support.. and the 10 who played.. means not the whole class come la.. but the class spirit was definetly there.. haha.. 1b10 rocks.. haha.. but right.. i think we will be the most hated class la.. cos we were some sort rough also.. lol.. they tried to yi du gong du.. but we were even more du2 den them.. haha.. anyway.. yea.. so had a happy morning-afternoon.. haha.. oh.. did i tell u the tp sports complex leaks when there is a heavy rain.. pokky.. the designer should be sacked!! haha... alright.. so after dat went with dee ru to eat.. so bout 4 liddat asked dat sent me home... cos i hav to go ypm.. and dat i needed to bathe.. so ya.. went back, play com, bathed and went out.. haha..

during YPM was a combine service with the chinese YPM la.. so right.. quite packed.. managed to find a seat.. not bad not bad.. yea.. den some of the songs.. i dun think i heard b4 la.. so i sorta stunned there.. haha.. nvm nvm.. i shall listen to more christian songs.. anyway.. sermon was good la... the speaker was good... but having had a tiring and long day.. i really needed to rest.. but the da jie's beside me kip pokeing me to wake.. BOO!! i wanna rest abit ma..

so after the service.. which ended quite late.. bout 745.. went to roxy.. wanted to hav steamboat.. but decided on ban mian.. yea.. so chat and eat.. fun.. =) den went back to church played ping pong.. den after dat neville's brother sent me to tj's bus stop to take 12 home.. haha.. den so qiao the car stop b4 the 12.. so i juz took the bus and went home.. thanks neville's papa.. and neville..

so ya.. sunday was totally a cannot make it day.. cos i cant wake for church.. was awoken by ahem.. u chao xing me!! BOO!! haha.. okok.. so ya.. woke up den jiu came online le.. played scrabble with bro online.. he lost to me!! =) yes.. so right.. after dat dad came home with chao fan.. =) den tok with him crap.. joke around den he go slp.. den after dat went to NTUC to shop.. haha.. was quite fun.. shopping for the things i wan without financial constrains.. whee.. good good.. den after dat struggled home.. cos i bot a dozen can drinks.. and many others.. haha.. alot la.. den vv heavy.. struggled home.. pants nearly drop.. waaa... damn paiseh.. cos was really heavy and i didnt hav hands to pull up my pants.. =(

den chatted online.. den discovered a new site dat hav livesocre.. and is every match also hav de.. damn cool.. and will ring when a goal is scored.. waaa.. rocks sia... ok.. so watched tv and played com etc.. didnt really study for accounts test.. oh oh... cham liao.. haha.. better go read up.. haha.. sian.. tml hav to go back to sch again.. another week of schooling is about to start.. i better start mugging for exams from now.. haha.. okok.. byes...

oh.. credit to Yan Ning who helped me delete the tagboard.. thanks.. =).. oh ya... i noe it sounds easy to some pple.. but ah.. i really blog bai chi can?? haha.. kkx.. baibai..


-10:13 PM

eeeyer.. every word u sae is vv impt.. so pple out there.. pls be vv careful fo wat u sae.. every word dat u sae can be evidence against u next time de.. be careful ok?? erm.. yesterdae i toked to her bout some stuffs la.. haix..

anyway.. its all over.. everybody has to move on.. yea.. move on.. i noe u can do it girl.. u surely can.. =) i have faith in u.. i'm really sorry dat when u're feeling down i still tell u these stuffs.. but if it drags on.. it wont do good to the both of us.. i'm really sorry.. =(

ok.. anyway.. yea.. this 2 days hav really been bout politics and stuffs... grr.. nvm.. this is a training for my future working life.. i'll overcome it.. anyway.. i got back my OB results.. i didnt expect it to be my highest subj.. and i think if i'm not wrong.. i'm the highest in class!! =) 35.5/40.. which can be converted into 89/100.. =)

hahas.. i totally shock manx.. i was like opening the paper vv slowly.. like 4D liddat.. haha.. wat the pok.. anyway.. yea.. great to noe dat i can do it.. yes.. i will.. after dat the captains ball.. wa lau... si bei du lan la.. nearly fought on court can?? yea.. vv scary.. we led 5-2 in the first half.. tot we could rest alr.. 2nd half they stunned us.. 5-0 and left with a minute.. i called for timeout.. den after dat.. we cheong to level it at 7-7.. damn exciting.. but the extra time really screwed it up for us la.. the officials.. dunno wat they doing la.. extra time become shootout.. den shootout right.. supposed to be like see who miss the most in a certain no. of balls.. but no lor.. its like if we miss the first.. the other team score den they win liao.. i mean where got liddat de lor.. when our first shooter miss.. obviously they will choose their best player and shoot the ball to their captain and win de lor..

where got liddat right? i feel so injustice.. but nvm.. we hav a chance to make things right tml.. hopefully we will la.. we'll see... yea.. hmmx.. i know our team got the potential to do it de lor.. we wont end up liddat.. yea.. so hope 1B10 jiayou.. our class spirit rocks our socks manx.. u guys are really cool.. =)

yea.. so tml lets play our hearts out.. but i think by now.. everybody wont be reading this alr la.. haha.. so let me juz tok to myself.. yea.. haix.. i got nothing to sae liao la.. vv sian.. haha.. i think better turn in early.. and i skipped poly training again..


-11:41 PM

Day after day time pass away

And i just cant get you off my mind

Nobody knows i hide it inside

I keep on searching but i cant find

The courage to show, to letting u know

I've never felt so much in love before

And once again im thinking about

Taking the easy way out

But if i let u go i will never know

What my life would be holding you close to me

Will i ever see you smiling back at me (oh yeah) ?

How will i know if i let you go?

Night after night i hear my self say

Why cant this fewling just fade away?

These no one like you (no one like you)

You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)

Its such a shame we're worlds apart

Im to shy to ask, im to proud to lose

But sooner or later i've got to choose

And once again im thinking about

Taking the easy way out

yeah.. my first time posting lyrics.. this song really applies to me la.. haix.. ok.. tml is officially the 1 month of ahem.. and i cant forget.. although i've taken a step alr.. yea.. i hope i'll feel better.. anyway.. mini bloggy like vv sad la.. so mini bloggy dun sad hor?? haha.. =)

anyway.. i think i've got this plastic smile everytime i go sch.. really.. i duno y.. damn.. can i hav my real self back... ISAAC!! wat are u doing?? yes ISAAC!! haix.. it seems as though i laugh and smile at times.. but i dun really noe wat i'm laughing or smiling.. following the crowd? i'm not sure.. i dun like to follow crowds..

and todae i finally cracked.. really cracked k?? i shock the class by slamming the door.. ohh manx.. i regretted my actions.. but wats done is done la.. anyway.. todae i really damn pissed... bout my grp.. but i dun wanna add more details here.. haix.. i hope i'll be fine.. yea.. be fine isaac.. its sucha strage thing.. ever since she's gone.. everything is going on the down side..

ahh.. nvm.. move on isaac.. move on.. there is always someone waiting for u out there.. yea.. anyway.. getting sick with all this politics and stuffs la.. i really really hate it la.. shall do more for proj and stuffs alr.. getting vv sick of it.. haix.. everything is on the down..

but the plus is dat todae i gotta sit in the new car.. =) dats good.. the sound is good.. everything is nice.. the smell in the car is even better.. =)

kkx.. i go do work liao.. byes


-8:41 PM

okok.. todae after i blogged the super sian post right.. things dat are good came my way.. its like xuang xi ling men can?? haha.. =) firstly, my dad is gonna get a new car tml!! =) new car new car.. although i think its the same brand same model.. but the no. plate should be different.. the smell in the car should be different.. the engine should be even more different.. chant with me =) new car new car new car.. =)

okok.. 2nd thingy.. haha.. got 80 for CSA test.. heh.. and hor.. amazingly.. the 2 mcqs dat i copied, are the 1 dat i got wrong!! wrong can?? wrong wrong wrong.. but nvm.. not bad alr.. shant be greedy piggy.. lol... so now i've got an A,B,C grade.. will OB be distinction? or D? or even F?? haix.. hav to wait till fri to find out la..

manx.. i feel so empty in my heart.. really empty.. i dunno y too.. ok.. nothing liao la..

byes..


-12:20 PM

hiyee.. now i com lab.. nothing to do.. so decided to blog some stuffs.. erm.. start with monday la.. was suuuuuuuuuper stressed la.. cos got a presentation.. den i was hoping dat i wont be the first to be called to present.. and Thank God.. i was the first la.. thanks ah.. haha.. anyway.. ya.. did vv lousy la.. was super nervous.. in the end got a C.. grr.. ya.. den after dat wen to accounts tut which was super sian.. den in the end played with calvin battleship.. haha.. lame shit..

after dat went to gal to look for her la.. tok tok all this den decided to walk her home.. at first tot take bus.. in the end walk.. ok lor.. so raining den we walk.. so cool.. haha.. i didnt noe wat i was doing la.. den walk and tok etc lo.. den after dat jiu send her home liao.. walking in the rain romantic right!! =) i pon trng AGAIN!!

todae is a really sian day.. i hav class at 2pm.. but i came to sch at 10.. wa lau.. cos had to do proj la.. bo bian.. ya.. den after dat jiu do proj for a while.. den walk here walk there... jiu shi zhe yang..

i didnt noe somebody could actually stay in a church to look after the church.. so cool.. i also wanna stay in church everyday.. haha... erm.. i guess nothing much else to blog alr.. vv tired.. go play some other stuffs alr.. baibai..

my life is so boring can?? byes


-11:10 PM

hey hey.. i didnt blog after my sian day waiting for trng.. dun wanna tok bout trng too.. although i gain alot of experience from it.. haha.. not bad ah.. nvm.. i shall train even harder den ever b4.. maybe i gotta change skin also.. the pi kinda smooth alr.. so ah.. i need more friction.. qi si wo le.. ma la qiu is less zhuan4 den i expected it to come out to be.. grr.. ok.. nvm.. ohh.. den go home ah.. had a nice chat with mama again.. telling me wat i should do.. and how should i live my life to be... thanks mum.. love ya loads... even though i didnt used to last time.. heh.. u've improved as a mother.. =)

sat i slept till 1 can?? like a little pig... or maybe a big fat pig.. kkx.. den wake up.. eat some crap.. play some com.. den after dat went to church le lor.. but b4 dat hor.. i had to change my ez link.. cos sorta expired alr.. den right.. inside got 12 bucks... den the aunty sae if change for me need to take my card.. waaaa.. my sec sch photo gone liddat.. kaox.. grr... nvm... letting go is part of growing up.. i've leart dat alr..

ok.. so was nearly late for YPM.. but thankfully not.. heng.. ya.. den praise and worship really rocks my socks la.. worship was cool.. haha.. drum was cool.. atmosphere was cool.. everything was cool.. haha.. vv nice.. love COS praise and worship loads.. music min rocks.. haha.. den after dat cell.. shared bout my week.. had some personal stuffs to share.. but i scared.. so i only share with my mini blog.. yea.. haha.. mini blog rocks.. haha.. shared loads of small kid suff with my mini bloggie.. haha.. ok.. whatever.. den after dat wen to KFC.. i juz nice had enuff money to pay for my meal.. yeah!! ok.. den after dat as i walked to marine parade cc.. i wondered if i should help me team play badminton.. in the end.. i really did.. haha.. wa.. rox sia.. our team win 2-1.. i played doubles.. whee.. =).. my doubles won.. =).. wow.. i blogged loads of stuffs.. heh..

ok.. went home in Amy's car.. Aunty Mei Yoke.. AMY!.. =).. ok.. den it was a tight squeezed.. but i not dat fat.. ya.. den i noe i stink abit la.. so ya.. thanks for tolerating.. and becky said something in the car dat i felt really sparked me.. haha.. thanaks aunty.. ya.. so after dat reach home liao.. den on com.. and nv bathe.. till quite late den bathe.. thanks for the ride Amy..

ok.. sunday.. woke up.. go church.. den sing songs.. which were nice.. den after dat sermon i did my hp stuffs.. updating my stuffs.. and nv listen to uncle kim san.. sorry!! =) den after dat went off to slp for a while.. den i woke up juz when it ended.. perfect timing from me i guess.. yea.. den after dat went to the ping pong table.. saw cadrem.. waa.. long time no see him manx.. he's still cute!! haha.. ok.. whatever.. den went off to roxy square.. cos Ypm pple there.. and my parents are also there.. haha.. den i cut queue.. cos my dad was queuing alr.. haha.. den mini blog and ee-ling complain.. too bad.. haha.. i no need to queue and i got my food free.. =)

haha.. den after dat toked bout some vv interesting stuff over brunch.. like if darkness travels faster den light or the other way... so john said dat actually.. darkness doesnt move.. its the withdrawal of light dat makes darkness set in.. darkness is juz like a circuit.. when there is an empty track.. its darkness.. when there is an f1 car.. its light.. vv chim hor?? all the sci stuffs..

yea.. den after dat went home.. played game.. took a nap.. watch tv.. and here i am.. not forgetting to do some work in the process.. enough of the stories.. i shall go prepare for tml.. baibai..

*it still u dat i want to care about*



-3:50 PM

waiting for training to start is always the most sian thing to be doing every friday la... haix.. ok.. my purpose is to de-bored for a while here la.. haha.. okok.. todae went back to sch.. haha.. den supposed to meet at 830.. in the end everybody until 9 liddat den come.. haha.. den gary's VP made a fuss out of things so they were late.. etc etc.. den after dat i went to ahs with them lor.. when we reached den we walked in as though we were the guests la.. cos there were pple standing on both sides.. haha.. only less the red carpet.. ah... whatever..

kkx.. den after dat watch the thing, collect cert and chat with pple la.. etc.. den after dat i skipped a tutorial.. cos the teacher is really boring la.. haix.. ok.. now i vv scared of my results liao..

anyway.. ya.. den after dat went back to sch for econs tutorial.. waa... i got a shock of my life sia.. i'm damn sad la.. i got 64 only.. wat the pok la.. haix.. cannot be straight A student liao.. i shall downgrade my standard and be a straight B or higher student.. haix.. saddening manx.. now i wanna take back all my paper liao.. i shall fa even more fen and tu even more qiang liao la.. aiyo.. crappy me.. haix.. y would it end up like this..

i juz knew the criteria in poly.. 90 and above is distinction, 80 and above is A, 70 and above is B and 60 and above is C.. i dun think i'll get even lower liao la.. so no need state the rest alr.. haix.. depression la..

*even though i look normal outside.. i am vv sad inside*

trust in the Lord always.. believe wat u pray..


-11:58 PM

whee.. tml i'm gg back.. haha.. to ahs to chat with ex classmate or schmates.. haha.. so exciting.. so looking forward to it.. but its juz for a while.. cos i gotta go back to sch.. hav to take back test paper.. haix.. if they're gg somewhere interesting.. i may pon sch.. haha.. dunno la.. see how..

todae went to sch.. den after dat sch was damn sian la.. but nvm.. i got thru it.. ya.. den after dat went to tj for trng.. haha.. it was fun.. haha.. toking to pple like zl, nick, mq and gary.. and the rest if i forgot to name u.. ya.. den played not bad. haha.. tml i wan to go tp trng.. cos maybe got pro come our sch play.. haha.. so cannot miss... bleah..

anyway i got nothing much else to say liao la.. haha.. go alr.. nites..

anyway.. this few days i cant really slp well.. u're still always on my mind.. dat i dun wan to forget.. ya.. dats it.. baibai


-9:26 PM

somebody save me pls.. i'm depressed.. the aunty go cut my hair until so super short.. i actually plan how i wna to cut and by the time my bro's wedding dinner, i'll be having a fine hair.. but now ah.. i dunno wat to do bout it liao.. arhhh.. *fires at the aunty*

ok.. nvm.. i shall ask mama to bring me to her salon to do hair liao.. qi si wo le.. grr.. haha.. ok.. anyway.. besides hair.. wat else?? *think think* everytime blog bout the day super sian right?? vv dry topic.. OH... speaking of dry topics.. todae lecture was ultra dry la.. i was gonna fall off my seat drooling without even waking up lor.. wa.. and is like she teach den everybody tok at the same time.. she tries to compete but obviously lost like crazy...

ok.. after dat it was my first time gg to my sch's lounge.. which is small.. its for students.. den got 2 pool table.. but obviously b4 i reached.. there were a crowd there liao.. lol.. den play wat sia.. haha.. kkx.. den after sch went to cut hair.. at first i see the aunty.. i quite scared she'll make it ugly la.. but right.. i dun dare to reject her.. cos its her turn to cut.. den i let her cut.. den song bo liao lor.. thanks aunty..

den after go home liao hor.. den jiu play com watch tv.. now i wan to go study liao.. after blogging.. pple in poly are competitive.. same as me.. cannot cannot.. i wan to win! okok.. whatever.. ya.. oh.. i'm thinking whether to learn drums anot.. haix.. i can.. but i scared.. but i dunno scared of wat.. later the person teaching me tu xue? or i find it hard den i give up halfway.. so dumb right? so i dunno lehx.. advices advices??

ok la.. i really dunno.. i go liao.. baibai..

*tell the person u love him/her b4 they're gone*


-10:02 PM

cool... been blogging consistently.. means dat i hav alot of time.. lol.. but not for girls.. aiya.. wat the crap.. ok.. lame..

anyway.. ya.. monday after the super early morning i went to do whatever unfinished hw la.. den after dat got this presentation.. super nerve wrecking can? haha.. in the end i was the 6th to go.. ya.. think i did quite bad? dunno la.. heck.. anyway ya... den thru out the day i juz rotted around and msged pple lor.. cos really damn sian liao..

took back accounts on dat day.. got an A.. but so did many others.. lol.. so wat is the pt of getting an A? dunno.. haha.. ok.. whatever.. den after dat jiu go trng le... train until my hand ache sia.. haha.. but nvm.. trng is good.. =) ok... den bout 930 reach home.. oh.. i forgot to sae.. jl commented on jean's stroke.. haha.. when i see her play i also laughing like mad.. den make her laugh den her duo1 qu2 anyhow also can smack in.. pro pro.. haha.. den jl dunno sae wat damn farni la.. haha.. jean.. if u're reading this.. u're really funny too.. =)

ya... todae 2pm sch.. den went to sch in bro's car.. first time he send me to sch.. haha.. so cool.. den he on the music vv loud.. vv shuang.. cos ah.. when i travel in dad's car.. cannot on too loud.. haha.. =X qi si wo le.. haha.. den after dat quite excited for sch.. cos got lesson to take back results.. BUT.. cannot take back.. y? cos haven finish marking...

ya.. den after dat was econs the lecture.. the lecturer was so pissed dat she halfway sae lecture end liao.. den she faster click finish all of the slides.. den 1 of the classmate sae she got xing ge.. den pple plead with her..haha.. while most of the pple left, our class and 2 others stayed la.. haha.. den she relented and finished up the lecture.. in the end.. only a few of us benefitted.. =)

ok.. den after dat came home den did some stuffs etc.. so am here.. ya.. go find something else to do liao.. baibai.. =)


-9:52 AM

suddenly i feel dat i hav a lot of time on my hand.. cos now 1 of the proj is finally finished.. whee... haha.. =)) yesterdae was a ultra boring day k??

yesterdae right... a stupid daughter of mine kip persuading me to play maple.. den after dat i finally relented and played la.. haha.. OMG.. isaac plays maple.. die la.. haha.. i'll be a laughing stock.. haha.. whatever.. laugh at me lor.. anyway i dunno if i will be addicted but currently i'm a little.. cos i wanna kip increasing my lvl.. lol.. ya.. dats abt it la

oh.. todae i woke at 8am can? isaac wakes so early.. omg.. can u believe it? dats cos i went to sch to finish up the proj.. haix.. i 1pm den need to go sch leh for mondays.. but todae i so early.. wa niao.. haha.. but its ok la.. since i'm awake juz finish it lor.. haha.. now dat it is finished.. i got some time in the com lab to blog.. haha... 10 q 10 q.. lol.. ya.. anyway.. now me vv hungry liao..
i wanna go grab some food.. todae will be a long day.. OH.. i forgot to sae.. i'm in the sch's com lab..

hahaa.. ok.. i go find food.. stop toking nonsense liao... baibai.. oh.. and weichen.. bon voyage... BYES! =)


-12:20 AM

PW is killing me flat la.. haha.. anyway.. ya.. i'm back to blog.. fri was a total ping pong day la.. played for like 7 hrs.. siao liao.. haha.. anyway.. fri i went out without bringing my phone.. waaa.. i realised living without phone is so bu fang bian.. ya.. irritating.. so sorry for those whom i daoed the whole day.. ya.. haha.. so reached AHS liao den started playing tt for vv long.. ya.. with connie, kristy and yg.. ya.. play alot la.. haha.. den stupid kristy kip laughing for dunno wat thing..

after dat rested for a while b4 going to TP for trng la.. haha.. trng was all the way super slack.. haha.. nothing to comment bout trng la.. ya.. ehh.. corn.. if u're reading this, thanks for the papa, bdae, children day prezzie.. lala.. den after dat came home and re did all of my stuffs la.. in the end damn late slp.. bot 3am or 4am.. super tired la..

sat i woke about 9 liddat.. den papa bot food for me.. so i went to sch to eat.. reached sch bout 10.. den started doing proj again.. in the end i managed to finish my part.. den after dat i lent my thumbdrive for pple to copy to their thumbdrive.. den in the end the whole thingy gone.. wa lau.. scared the hell out of me.. luckily is only 1 or 2 page missing.. cos got backup.. so next time do proj muz hav backup k pple? haha.. i think i'm damn heng alr la...

anyway.. ya.. den after dat went with kel to take bus.. in the end he say 69 come he go back bedok.. or 23 come he go with me to eat with zhen long.. in the end 69 came 1 min earlier den 23.. ya.. den he went into a bus with a bunch of cricket team players.. race i shall no state.. haha.. den he suffered inside.. ya.. see la.. nv go with me..

den zl late for dunno how long la.. den went to eat den pei him buy the stupid harry book den crap a while den zhao liao.. den went to church la.. praise and worship was alright la.. i was a little sleepy alr.. heng nv fall asleep.. ya.. den after dat went to eat at short john.. den eat eat eat den went to buy drink and went back to church.. ya.. den after dat played soccer la.. quite ok.. the floor super slippery.. cos rain ma.. den i fell quite a no. of time.. ouch.. haha... overall its quite skill based la.. cos we played in a vv small perimeter.. ya.. challenging..

after dat jiu come home.. bathe etc.. den came online to do proj and crap.. ya.. now i'm gg to slp.. nitex..


-1:53 PM

finally i've been able to squeeze out some time for me to blog liao.. haha.. finally!! okok.. whatever... ya.. erm.. monday was finally the end of test la.. i think i did the worse for accounts.. the rest of the papers i think was better.. aiya.. whatever la.. wait until the results come out den sae lor..

grr.. den on monday right.. something super irritating happened la.. i nv wanted to whack somebody more den this time.. i admit i knocked into him.. cos i was trying to catch a bus.. cos my frens were all at the bustop alr la.. ok.. den he msg me.. tell me his phone flew etc.. dents cracks.. ya.. whatever... den ok la.. he said to buy a new cover.. den ok lor.. i pay for it lor.. ok.. settle liao right?? but NO.. he went to put on friendster bluuetin board.. telling everybody his bloody NEW PHONE dropped.. and also on his msn nick.. grr.. den keep telling me i better pay.. yaya.. who says i'm NOT? wat the pok.. somemore right.. he always take out his new phone.. juz to flaunt it around.. he wasnt even using it lor.. he was juz holding it in his hands trying to show pple he got new phone la.. now dat it has dropped.. i hope it'll drop more la.. u still threaten me wanna fight with me.. come lor.. i'll be waiting anytime..

grr.. irritating.. ok.. spent 1 whole damn paragraph for him.. u should thank me.. anyway ya.. i was rushing to go marine parade play pool la.. went classic.. den spent from 4pm-8pm there.. wa lau.. so long hor.. haha.. 10 bucks.. *fly fly* haha.. den after dat jiu went home le..

tues went to do proj la.. haha.. den everybody late.. -_-" kkx.. meet at 11 started at 1.. den allocated wat we hav to do individually den after dat jiu ok liao lor.. den do in sch for a while.. ya.. den after dat cos tues was her bdae ma.. so went to wait for her to pass her the presents.. ya..

next... wed.. i finally could rest.. hols for me supposed to start on sunday la.. but in the end wed den i rest lor.. haix.. i feel so cheated by the sch.. projs and test on our hols.. qi si wo le.. kkx.. den i woke up den eat some food den went down to swim.. =)) vv long nv swim liao.. haha.. den vv shuang lor.. after dat bout 2 liddat went to find gary and sandy at starbucks (eastpt..)den i late!! den drink coffee and toked bout loads of crap.. haha.. laugh like mad.. kkx.. also dunno y suddenly wanna ju4 yi4 ju4.. ya.. den after dat jiu go home le lor.. like 5+.. den rotted at home.. waiting for pple to come online to tok to.. in the mean time i went to dl gunz online.. haha.. ok la.. not bad a game.. =X but after a while will sian liao.. ya.. den waited until 9 den got dinner.. and i forgot to buy my mama cake.. cos wed was her bdae.. so qiao.. tues is her's and wed is mamee..

oh ya.. speaking bout mum's bdae... the first 45 minutes she toked to me lor.. bout dat.. ya.. den it was the first time i really had such a nice tok with her.. although got some generation gap on the thinkings ah.. but overall its ok la.. she said last time took at least 3 months to hold hand and 1 yr to kiss... something liddat la.. haha.. now youngsters like us so advanced liao.. =X

heh.. watever la.. todae is thurs.. went to jog around the simei neighbourhood.. threadmill boring la.. den my knee pain.. so nv run alot.. ya.. den after dat jiu watch tv come online and do some projects.. i finally complete my part for 1 of the proj.. gong xi me faster.. haha.. monday muz pass up... purposely wan us to use this hols de lor.. waste our resting time.. ya.. den monday i still got some presentation of myself.. eee.. muz prac in front of the mirror...

ok la.. enuff toking le.. i go pasir ris galilee study liao.. byes... shun4 bian4 meet her.. =X oh.. and yesterdae i dl loads of christian song.. whee.. so nice.. haha.. bleah.. oh.. and the NKF thingy i also got things to sae.. ya.. whatever.. like i care... haha.. i nv donate anything.. but need sign petition muz call me hor.. =)

baibai


-10:08 PM

haha. i hav been bloggin quite frequently this few days.. maybe cos i bored or wat la.. haha.. but anyway.. ya.. back to blog..

todae woke up at 1 cos i got a serious headache sia.. i dunno y la.. i the end also nv go eat the love feast in church.. ya.. den after dat rotted around at home.. suprised to see ethel so early online and connie.. ya.. den chat chat away which is like 2hrs den i go study liao.. haha.. i think i muz off the com so dat i wont play too much.. cham liao... ok.. den study study.. den like quite ok den jiu close the book liao.. juz den.. i saw a chio bu.. around 14yrs old.. ya.. den was swimming downstairs.. haha.. wanted to go down and see de.. but i damn lazy.. so only watched from 8 floors above.. ya.. so i keep packing my stuffs near the window so dat i can see her.. haha..

ok.. after dat jiu watch tv liao.. ya.. den watched f1 and den switch here and there cos papa mama wanna watch some other stuffs la.. den after dat jiu come online liao lor.. haha.. tml i better study a little harder for my accounts.. tml last day of tests le... so looking forward to it.. =)

baibai


-12:06 AM

haha.. i think calvin is a suay kid.. todae he didnt turn up for the OB test cos he forgot of the time.. haha.. so ke lian.. he see wrong time.. now right.. we hav to do the project super well and let he hav loads of participation marks so dat he can take the final papaer... cos tp cannot fail course work ma.. anyway.. haha.. we'll help u dude.. dun worry.. =)

ya.. todae b4 i went church.. i went to east pt sports link to buy soccer shoes la.. its a street soccer shoe and i juz asked my dad he juz sae ok.. haha.. so shuang kuai.. anyway.. ya.. den after dat went church le lor.. praise and worship was a real tiring thing la.. i was vv tired.. and i dunno y.. ya.. den after dat the cell i also nv tok much cos vv tired ma.. den after dat dinner lor.. den my cell pple tried to lure me to marine parade cc to watch badminton.. haha.. but i still went back to church to wait for soccer.. luckily got soccer sia.. haha.. den i kick the ball for the first few times with the shoe ah.. i think about 4 touches i score liao.. haha.. ok.. dats not the pt.. more suay stuffs happened.. after dat right.. my leg got a bit sprained la.. but i played thru it.. but worse was to follow.. i cramp my leg.. and its my left leg.. OMG.. my muscle cramp like nothing la...

den right.. daniel came over to help me push la.. den after dat everybody stopped juz to look at me.. haha.. so paiseh.. and when he push right.. my back was rubbing the road wat.. den right.. the area which my back is injured.. is the part where my back was rubbing the hardest on the ground.. =X now got bruises at dat part.. i cannot massage my back when i ache.. haix.. siao liao... in the end the whole game stop.. this isnt the first time i stopped a soccer match and everybody went home liao.. last time at tj i also cramp den everybody stopped.. haha.. and went home.. cos late liao ma.. ya.. den after dat estella came over expecting to watch some soccer but see me lie down there den tot i was dead or wat.. haha.. den offer me ice lemon tea.. haha.. so swt.. thanks jie.. =)

den after bout 10 minutes finally better liao lor.. wa.. damn pain la.. should hav stopped when i first felt the cramp.. ya.. den after dat my whole shirt was filled with the road stains.. i had to throw it away.. too dirty and smelly le.. ya.. den after dat everybody was like asking if i'm alright la.. thanks guys... ya.. den after dat dad couldnt come to send me home.. so i had to take eugune's car home.. he's driving not bad la.. hah.. quite pro.. hehe.. ok.. think nothing more to sae liao.. i go write testi for my jiu ming en ren liao.. =X

baibai


-3:58 PM

i dunno how to tell mummy... haha.. kkx.. dats not the point la.. anyway.. i vv long nv blog liao ma.. so blog blog lor..

oh.. todae i had OB test.. haha.. not bad la.. ya.. cannot sae too much.. later vv suay de.. hahas.. yea.. so yesterdae i studied for ob from 11 till 3 30? ya.. something liddat la.. den went out with cass to suntec.. in the end she only buy 1 stuff.. cool.. she's wearing wat she dun normally wear.. haha.. breakthru again.. and right.. my backache coming back again liao la.. sianx manx.. dunno how sia..

ahh.. i'm so bored now.. and nobody is online la.. so sian can?? haix.. i am gg church soon.. so its ok ba.. haha.. ya.. now i shall juz rot for a while more b4 i leave.. maybe drag papa to buy me shoe later.. =) haha.. provided got my size la.. ya..

giraffe reminds me of u.. =)


-9:23 PM

damn long nv blog le la.. haha.. rotty blog.. ok.. start again.. haix.. vv leh che leh..

anyway.. yesterdae had computer systems test la.. haha.. not bad la.. but den ah.. next time i think i muz believe in myself liao la.. i ming ming think of the correct answer den i still go see fren's answer den put in the wrong answer.. qi si wo le.. but nvm la.. its my fault.. who ask me go and see.. haha.. anyway ya.. den the rest of the day pratically slacked thru it la.. was watching tv etc.. haha.. oh.. and special thx to stella jie.. cos she helped me find the wu ding lyrics.. if she was to come her.. THANK YOU!! haha..

ok.. todae is another sian day.. studying the damn OB(organisational behaviour).. its damn no link and a lot of things to memorise la.. irritating.. haha. den i study a bit den go online den study and go online.. haix.. i hope i can finish this whole damn thing fast la.. haha.. o0ps.. vv vulgar.. ya.. den ah.. todae after i finish den went east pt to buy food to eat la.. oh.. and my mom juz had a op.. at the eye there.. dunno do wat la.. now she resting.. ya

hmmx.. oh.. special thanks to connie.. cos she helped me make this new pi dat i hav.. and she sacrificed her maple time.. thanks la.. hahaha... =)


-11:12 AM

hi.. its me again.. ya.. before i go to sch for test i come here and blog blog first la.. haix.. ok.. yesterdae i no time to blog so now i continue la...

went to galilee at around 12 liddat.. den sat there till like 4 30 there studying la.. haix.. den study study den go eat den come back study.. ya.. den after dat saw cass den she waited for me to get off my seat so dat she can hav the whole table.. ya.. evil girl.. den after dat went off to sch for test le lor.. it was ok la.. ya.. better not sae too much.. so after econs went home.. den dad asked me if i wanted to eat den send me out to buy food den come home eat.. den came online and chatted for vv long.. den after dat went to study for todae's test.. i think todae's subj is vv hard la.. alot of things for me to memorise.. ya.. so i shall juz go and study abit more, eat and go to sch.. byes.. oh.. and i saw this person on tele wor.. haha.. everytime also hav media exposure..

baibai..


-9:28 PM

dad!! stop being so grumpy la.. scold scold scold.. its vv irritating.. okok.. juz stop it soon k?? haix..

anyway.. todae is a vv boring day la.. stayed at home the whole day juz to study my econs.. i sort of understand most of the stuffs alr.. but den i still quite scared dat it'll be vv hard.. i hope it wont be.. ya.. den tml should be gg to library to finish up on my computer systems notes.. i hope i can do well in these stuffs la.. God bless me..

yea.. anyway.. after parting.. i juz felt regrets after regrets.. but its ok la.. i hav learnt the phrase where by if u really love someone u would hav to learn to let go.. haix.. although parting is sad.. but its inevitable.. yea.. so God i pray dat u give me strength to overcome it these few weeks/months.. whichever is faster.. ya.. haix.. i shall learn to live alone and keep everything to myself..

also.. while listening to songs.. i also really understand wat the songs could really mean la.. its really nice when u really understand wat the songs mean.. den u could sing it with more emotions and of course, it'll sound nicer.. ya.. ok la.. what craps am i toking bout..

byes..


-12:05 AM

thanks mum.. i'll tell u soon.. but not now la.. haix.. okaes.. todae supposed to go sentosa.. but i got econs test.. so sad.. i cannot go.. haix.. qi si wo le.. heh..

anyway.. todae was the most fruithful day of my lfe la.. i finally got baptised on 3/7/2005.. whee.. rejoice.. haha.. i'm a new man.. the old me is gone.. God.. thanks for telling me wat to do bout the relationship.. thanks for everything God.. i love u.. =) haha.. *kisses God*

kkx.. thanks for all my frens in church.. thank u rebecca, ee ling, estella.. for making me a little happier.. yea.. thanks.. haha.. and to squeaky, victor grace, jasmine, james.. and those who were there to congradulate me on my rebirth.. thanks guys.. and also to my parents for being there for me.. although dadee still a little not happy with me? haha.. anything la.. yea.. ok.. so i decided not to patch back le.. since God tell me to do so.. He will plan a way for me.. thanks God.. and u can help me with 1 more stuffs which is to heal my back.. it really hurts.. heal me soon Lord..

yeah.. ok.. todae vv high.. haha.. had loads of fun playing ping pong with the church guys.. talking bout craps while playing.. haha.. call me noob until so shuang.. haha.. oh.. and yesterdae's soccer was so rough dat i smashed a light in the celing.. sorry church..

oh.. and thanks to the gifts dat i recieved todae.. =) from ee ling, estella, aunty mei yoke, mummy, aunty bee ying(according to my mum, she named me) ya.. thanks for ur gifts.. =) yea.. alrights.. i better go to slp soon.. if not tml cannot wake up to study.. haix..


-11:55 PM

haish.. back to blog.. cos i really vv sianx.. anyway.. this few days hav been a real struggle in life.. and somemore.. its not helping when ur dad is having foul mood and ur mum keeps asking u.. ya..

dun tok bout this le.. anyway.. todae went to gal to study from 12-330.. finished 2 chaps of my CSA.. still got 3 more.. hope i can finish it very soon.. after dat went to church le.. sonic edge rocks my socks la.. they play music so well.. whee.. love them manx.. o0ps.. i'm gay.. ya.. so sang songs den etc.. den after dat went for dinner etc den john was vv nice la.. he teached me econs to make me understand.. thanks dude.. ya.. den after dat went to play soccer le.. personally felt vv good cos my team played 4 matches.. won 3... and those 3 times i scored.. and.. 2 of the goals were individual effort.. dribbling past the whole defence.. =).. okok.. dun complacent.. ya.. den anyway.. den went home den dad unhappy bout dunno wat again.. haish..

ok.. off to do something else.. bye


-10:45 PM

ok.. firstly.. i'll like to thank calvin for teaching me dat thing.. ya.. thanks manx.. anyway.. i am damn sianx la.. i hav no mood!

anyway.. i wanted to sae something.. but i forgot wat it was.. haix.. i really wish to see u again.. haixxxxxxxxxx.. ya.. todae is really a sad day.. doing nothing but dat.. and i finished alr.. haix.. i go listen to songs dat express myself liao.. oh... and anyway.. my mum go asked some pple on my back probs and said dat maybe i could not walk again next time.. ya.. so i really dunno bout the future.. haix.. i feel so shattered.. bye


-7:55 PM

firstly, mum!! can u stop asking me y i've become this way? juz stop asking me questions.. juz leave me alone.. i'm sorry for blowing my top at u but i really dun wanna answer questions.. pls stopl asking me.. i noe i've changed.. but pls juz stop asking me y..

anyway.. todae i saw her.. but she walked away with nat.. haix.. y r u like this? stop being so cold to me.. was shopping around with sheri la.. den walk walk see nice stuffs den ask for opinions.. i really need somebody to tok to.. but sadly.. mum.. it isnt u.. although u sorta guess i had a girlfriend.. but i'm not telling u anything k? i am really damn sad la.. pls somebody juz cheer me up.. even though nice pple are giving me candies to cheer me up.. but there is little effect compared to the heart dat was shattered..

today sch was from 2-4.. asked all my doubts on econs which is a great thing.. but i dun think i wanna study for it.. i totally hav no mood to study.. i really dun wan to study.. i am so friggin mixed up in my heart... been eating a lot of food juz to keep myself busy... really didnt cared if its healthy, unhealthy or wat la.. juz eat la.. haix..

anyway.. i dun hav anything to sae le.. *working hard on something dat i only wanna do.. *


-12:52 AM

i'm not giving up..

anyway.. bad things are falling on me.. recently i juz injured my wrists and also my back ache hurts even worse now.. fever is gonna set in soon.. i really dun wanna make a mess out of things right now.. everyday.. i am juz totally into playing bball, table tennis, tennis, soccer, swimming.. juz doing things dat makes me tired and makes me wanna go slp.. however.. while doing dat.. i juz cant concentrate and i cannot shake her image off my mind.. i am juz making myself feel numb.. its running running running and more running..

when i slp.. its also u dat i dream of.. serious lor.. i cannot understand y God is doing this to me.. God.. tell me y pls.. tonight when i slp u tell me k? ah.. trying to entertain myself but its not working..

moodless.. i shall slp.. nitex

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