lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
-6:26 PM
its official.. we've broken up after a mere 3 and a half months.. wat is this.. it happened all so quickly and b4 i knew it.. she's gone.. haix.. y am i so stupid to not detect of any problems b4 it happened.. wat am i doing.. someone shoot me with a gun pls.. i lost the energy dat i need in my life and now.. studying dun seem to be a priority.. y am i studying? study so hard and earn money so wat?? i've lost wat i love and cherish the most.. no matter how much i'll earn wont bring me back my happiness...
wats worse was dat while i am sad and buried, somebody used a damn book to hit me on the head.. wat is this.. is dat the way to make somebody feel better.. arghs.. i think bankruptcy wont make me feel as bad as losing somebody u love.. its like seeing the person closest to u inside the coffin.. i'm really feeling terrible.. i dun wish to blog anymore.. i dunno how to feel better..
u'll live in my heart forever.. i'll nv be able to forget the good times dat we shared.. i love u...
-9:35 AM
i'm sorry for not being serious when u're discussing ur problems.. i really feel very bad for not being a good listener.. if u're feeling this way.. and i cant make u feel this way.. and i hav no chance to change for the better be it this problem and other problems.. den its better to find someone else den to be with me.. although u dun wan me to change or anything.. because being in love u can accept anything..
whatever u choose to do.. i hope dat it'll be a right decision for u.. i dun really wanna pressure u or anything.. but juz to let u noe dat when u hav sorted out ur feelings.. den u tell me ur decision ba..
i've got nothing else to sae.. i hav no mood to do anything.. off to sch..
Monday, June 27, 2005
-10:40 AM
i forgot to talk something bout my thursday.. went to watch initial d.. yeah.. haha.. show crappy can the show.. haha... den so fake somemore.. drive so fast can 1 hand.. den the shen2 ye2 shi4 ren2 etc.. haha.. so dumb.. but anyway i watched it la.. haha.. ya.. den sunday whihc was yesterdae i cant wake to go church la.. soooo tired.. haha.. in the end rushed to baptism class.. cos was the last lesson ma.. sure got impt things to sae de.. in the end i late can? haha.. i left from my hse.. my bro was in marine parade even more late den me sia.. haha.. den in the end finished off the lesson lor.. haha.. not bad la.. at least i feel a sense of accomplishment.. haha.. whatever..
den after dat chat and mingled la.. den there is this particular girl quite scary la.. keep bringing me drinks to ask me drink.. den after dat keep asking if i was better.. den keep staring at me in the eye as if trying to electorcute me liddat.. haha.. i damn scared of her la.. =X so after the baptism thing went home.. did projects and studied for my accounts.. den after dat tried to buy shoe at bedok la.. i wanna buy new shoe.. but in the end too bad for me.. either no size, or too ugly.. haha.. i shall buy it the next time i go somewhere else...
time to prepare for sch le.. baibai. =)
Sunday, June 26, 2005
-12:00 AM
wa.. feels like yesterdae when we first met.. haha.. anyway.. thnaks for being there for me when i needed u and thanks for sharing my joy and pain.. i'll rmb u always in my heart.. =)
wa.. so rou ma.. anyway.. short update la.. pratically vv bored la. i am tied down with tests and projects.. there is really not much time to fool around with.. and i forgot to wear shoe todae to play soccer.. wat the pok manx.. nvm.. next time muz rmb.. hehe.. anyway.. i go watch my soccer match liao.. byes!! =) so much work to do!!
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
-10:28 PM
okok.. long time no blog.. haha.. anyway SOMEBODY complain my blog write too long le.. talk alot.. so i shall shorten it.. haha... and she wanted me to write dat she's cute, pretty, and holy.. anyway.. i am desperate alr.. i dunno much about econs and tests are coming up!! haix.. die die die.. da jie muz help me.. anyway.. i hav been sick for the past few days.. and i'm feeling sick again.. gonna feel feverish soon.. so after this entry should be heading to bed.. haha.. sch has been fun.. however there are some politics here and there as usual la.. haha.. but to mo2 lian4 myself.. i shall learn to live in this type of situations.. juz yesterdae.. i rused my essay and i tot todae the teacher wanna browse thru it. BUT!! she nv!! -_-".. made me and most of my classmates stay up for nothing la.. thanks ah mrs brown.. u're the best liao la.. haha.. next.. my hp key pad sot sot de la.. qi si wo le.. so fast another fone gonna spoil in my hands.. haix.. oh my gosh.. i juz realsied there are loads of projs for me to do.. i better be more hardworking than the present lvl now.. haha.. to keep it short.. shall end here.. baibai.. =)
Sunday, June 19, 2005
-5:15 PM
wa.. did loads of things over fri sat and sun.. friday i went to find cass right after sch.. haha.. toked about loads of craps and looked for my papa day prezzie.. not bad.. bought a cup dat has his surname on it.. cool... and he said he like it vv much.. of course la.. u nv sae this next time i wont buy le.. haha.. =X ok.. sat i went to see doc for my back injury.. wa lau.. damn stupid sia.. i queued at the room waiting for the slowest doc.. in the end waited till they about to close den see.. den after dat still need referal letter.. so wait until damn long den can get to see the nurse.. den go in the nurse tell me tuesday come back again.. smack u ah!! wa lau.. make me need make another trip.. ok.. after dat went to ECP to play beach games with the church pple.. although its lame but its quite fun la.. den got to suntan.. haha.. whee.. i wan more tan.. den run about like lame shits.. haha.. den after dat my group although nv win ah.. was the fastest to go back to church to bathe and clean up.. cos we got a van! haha.. den after dat wash up until i smell damn nice ah.. haha.. later went for service dat joined the first row gang.. haha.. damn cool.. we're like dancing etc.. haha.. sing song... ONE WAY!! whee.. doyle rocks manx.. he plays the drum till everybody wanna sing song.. haha.. big impact.. aha.. den for the first time i nv slp during YPM service.. ahaha.. so unlike me.. but cos i sit first row so cannot sleep... haha.. den after service play ping pong a while den went to play soccer le.. but i really cannot run sia.. vv tired.. no stamina.. dunno y manx.. anyway.. den my dad fetched me den go home.. haha.. den sunday went to church as usual.. cos elder wanna see me.. so need go.. haha.. for the interview to get baptised.. whee... haha.. den mama helped me sign papers.. hah.. den after dat stayed at the ping pong area play ping pong.. cos my service end at 1030... den i slept in the service again.. haha.. den 11 went to see elder.. den pass the interview.. den went roxy square to eat etc.. haha.. den mingle with the uncles.. den after dat went back play ping pong till class starts... by 1+ i alr vv tired le.. den wait until 2 i really cannot make it le.. den after dat went to class den was like falling asleep.. luckily got mei nu to see.. ah!! dar dun kill me.. haha.. okok.. den after dat went home with bro den now i am here!! and today is father's day..HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! to all fathers.. haha.. baibai.. i go slp..
Thursday, June 16, 2005
-4:46 PM
hi.. i am in com lab now doing stupid stuffs.. i totally have nothing to do.. i am waiting for trng to start manx.. trng!! faster start la.. haha.. playing yahoo pool now..
recently.. sch has beed alright la.. but i starting to feel the pace is picking up le.. and i got some concepts i dun understand.. i need to buck up manx.. or else i cannot make it le la.. recently had been thinking bout wat to do for her bdae present.. hmmx.. i got the idea but i dunno how to do.. i got no talent manx.. die.. forgive me cass!! hah.. oh.. this week right.. i have been playing tennis and table tennis with my classmates... i really cant stand it manx.. haha.. i wanna laugh but i cant.. haha.. cos this person really hav no sports sense manx.. although he claims to hav la.. haha.. he cannot play racquet games!! when i see him play really cannot make it manx.. he keep smacking the ball downwards instead of hitting it towards the opponent.. look like some robot manx.. den count tennis score also keep counting wrong.. den still act until super pro liddat.. cant stand it sia.. haha.. sorry.. i noe i am being a little bad.. but i cant help but blog this part down.. cos this guy is frigging irritating..
ok.. more of him.. he really has no mind of his own.. he dosent noe wat he is doing.. whatever pple sae he will juz har nor har nor.. cannot stand it lor.. den he keep repeating wat pple sae.. pple laugh den he also laugh.. but he nv hear the joke.. wat the hell sia.. haha.. ok la.. maybe i a little bias la.. but i really dun quite like him leh.. haha.. den he always damn act cool la.. walk with fren also need to listen to mp3.. den when call him den he need take down the ear phone den tok... den always eat the chewing gum hor.. den act cool.. den he walk also act cool la.. all of him i dun like la!!
ok.. enuff of him.. y did i dedicate such a long para to him.. haha.. now dat i hav let out all my frustrations i feel better.. now for somemore rotting and maybe i shall find my frens to play tennis!! byes!
Saturday, June 11, 2005
-8:57 PM
nothing much to blog about so so long nv come and blog.. anyway.. friday wanted to watch jj lin's concert but too lazy to queue.. so in the end went with cass to PS to watch mr and mrs smith.. not a bad show.. for those who loves action movie should watch..
sat was very very sick.. but still managed to go to the PCK show.. haha.. quite stupid la.. haha.. but den not bad.. quite funny.. haha.. den after dat jiu come home and rot le lor.. anyway my parents are coming back tml le.. i missed them so much.. so sick and yet nobody can take care of me.. including cass.. she also pang seh me go malacca.. now i here dying le.. nobody save me!av a vv bad fever and sore throat.. hope it gets better tml.. if not tml i cannot go church le.. haix.. how how..
tired to blog liao.. bye
Monday, June 06, 2005
-5:29 PM
this whole week i hav been darn bored la.. this isnt really anything to do.. go sch come home go sch come home.. liddat lor.. on thurs i played a very lousy ping pong la.. lost to a guy dat i shouldnt hav lost la.. ok.. den liddat lor.. really dunno wat to blog..
sat stayed at home den went to church lo.. haha.. church was fun la.. sing songs etc.. haha.. but i quite distracted at the sermon part.. i play and play with pple sitting around me.. den played soccer la.. didnt play well but i think its ok la.. lols.. den sunday went to church den tok a lot of trash with the uncles and anuties la.... slept during sermon.. too early le.. sorry pastor.. hah.. den after dat went to roxy square to eat and etc la.. den played ping pong until 2 o clock when my water baptism course start.. den after dat brother send me home lo.. den slacked at home like nothing la..
den monday which is todae.. i am in my schs com lab.. blogging this dumb thing.. haha.. todae i tot sch starts at 2 can?? den i reached at 2.. supposed to be 1pm.. den i late can?? den i stunned dao.. haha.. den i walk in blur blur lor.. haha.. thinking why everybody in class alr... den i late for 1 hr den go in.. lucky the teacher super kind la.. she sae its a genuine mistake.. den mark me present.. heng sia.. den after dat blured thru the whole day lor.. wa lau.. i hav never been so blur in my life la.. i shall not make this mistake ever again.. i noe i blur la.. haha. .. ok.. now is 5 35 and i am waiting for my trng to start which starts at 6.. so playing com.. dats it la.. haha.. i vv bored.. byes!! i noe this entry damn short and my blog is dead.. maybe shall juz let my blog rot..
