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Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
-11:29 AM
yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar yingenstar !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.. dats a lame idea of how to start a paragraph.. but dats wat the person asked me to start with.. haha.. to continue... sat went to galilee to study and do my tutorials.. den after dat went up to arcade to play super lame games la.. haha.. but it was fun.. the table hockey.. haha.. make me swweat manx.. haha.. den after playing den went off to chuch.. shit manx.. i missed the first few parts when the drums were so nice la... sighs.. muz make it a pt to go early manx.. haha.. regret sia.. haha.. den after dat when off to seperate groups la.. den tok crap chit chat den 8 alr.. den when to eat dinner den headed back to church to play soccer... i reached at like 9 la.. den like every match i also play la.. haha.. this team not enuff ask me join.. den my team not enuff den ask me join also.. haha.. ok.. crap.. so continously played like for 1 hrs + la.. and i kept running.. pro manx.. den played real well.. ok.. dun bhb le..
sudae.. woke up at 8.. den went to church lo.. haha.. at first vv awake de... den after dat i juz dozed off without me noeing.. haha.. den juz nice ending le den i woke up.. haha.. and my mum so nice can.. she nv wake me up.. haha.. thanks ma.. =) den after dat went to eat char siew fan4 at roxy square.. ok la... den at first tot got baptism class... den i wait awhile nobody.. so went to the office to check den over le.. -.-".. den i bo bian.. had to attend a new course..
!@#$%.. haha.. but nvm la... got bro and da sao with me.. heex.. the course was like 2 la.. den i was in churhc from 11-2.. wa lau.. mainly juz playing ping pong and soccer... haha.. den 2 come le den go up attend.. haha.. den got this super pretty girl la.. haha.. den i flu ma.. so she give me tissue.. hha.. but den right.. she older den me by 2yrs.. haha.. ah.. whatever la.. i got dar alr.. =).. anyway.. den went home le lor.. den in the night watch tv.. etc etc.. haha..
mondae.. woke up at 11.. den prepare den came online den it was time to go to sch.. haha.. nothing much in sch la.. but got 1 question which made me froze.. this cher ask me if i got gf.. hahah.. den i xia dao sia.. haha.. den i was abt to answer den the cher sae am i being personal.. haha.. den i was like ya.. haha.. den she continue her lesson.. haha.. she asked den my hand instantly cpugh out sweat sia.. xia si wo.. ok.. den after dat went to photocopy stuffs.. wa lau.. haha.. we fotocopy like mad.. cos 1 piece was like 2cents?? haha.. den after dat jiu go for tt trng le lor.. den yan jl not angry with me for not gg tj.. heng sia.. haha.. den after dat asked me trial with the noobs.. haha... den after dat ask me go with those older pple.. haha.. den ok la.. not bad.. i won all lo.. den after dat saw doyle and another guy.. i forgot his name.. all church de la.. den they go tp to play badminton.. haha.. den after dat went over to sae hi.. den after dat also toked to kent about poly life etc.. den after dat trng end le.. haha.. the funny part is dat yjl ask a few of us to go over la.. den he sae ok.. i select u all.. den after dat he ask everybody's name except mine.. haha.. den those guy shock dao.. think i not in.. hahaha.. ok la.. nvm la.. =).. yjl rocks.. haha.. den in the night stupid lester send me some game to play.. scare the shit out of me sia..
!@#$%ok.. now is tues and i am waiting for sch to start.. go alr.. baibai
Friday, May 27, 2005
-9:42 PM
ok.. so tues had the first day of sch.. kinda alright la.. den me new classmates were like waiting at the bus stop for everybody to go into class together.. den in the end had to sit in the front.. all the back seats all taken up le.. smart sia.. den after dat went to tamp to eat with some of my new classmates.. den jiu go home le lo.. nothing much la.. the lectures are realitively easy.. but ah.. i scared i understand there den walk out of the LT i forget le!! haix.. shall buck up..
ok.. wed.. went to sch as usual la.. dadee send me to sch.. haha.. den after dat den went for lecture for 2 hrs.. after dat got 2hrs break.. the guys decided to go play pool at tamp la.. den spent 2 bucks there.. wa.. i didnt noe i nv go play pool b4 ah.. still quite ok lehx.. haha.. as in i can win those who go more den me.. ahaha.. den after dat late for lesson sia.. haha.. supposed to be juz on time de.. den the bus cannot move!! haha.. den the uncle try for 10 minutes den ok le... lucky the cher not fierce.. cos is relieve de.. or else we die alr.. 2nd day jiu late for class... haha.. anyway.. den after sch end den went to bball court plae le lor.. haha.. den quite ok la.. den can get a tan somemore.. y not.. haha... den after dat jiu go home with a lot of heavy books le.. cos muz buy new books ma.. so went home stinky lo.. haha...
thurs went to sch as usual.. was quite happy cos fri got no sch.. haha.. in the end.. went to lecutres.. den went to eat carona chicken.. nice.. 2 bucks only.. =).. oh oh.. mama come in.. but she cannot see me blog.. haha.. okok. continue.. den after dat went to print my lecture notes den go home le..
fri went to library study some stuffs and do my tutorials.. haha.. quite hard.. but did abit.. den after dat came back home again lo..
oh.. kindess really doesnt help la.. i help pple do stuffs i get scolded by soembody else.. wat the la.. irritating sia.. human nature.. sad.. haix.. humans are so irritating.. but nvm.. this is to help me thru my lifetime.. i shall learn and 1 day there will be pple who apprciates my kindess.. wa.. isaac u really bhb la.. ok.. blog finish le..bb
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
-10:57 AM
haha.. saturdae was a vv fun dae.. whee.. ok.. so i went to the airport la.. cos cass wanna celebrate me bdae there.. den in the end.. she late la.. den i caught up with her.. haha.. in the end took the same mrt to airport.. rocks lor.. den after dat made me sit some place to read papers.. haha.. craps.. den after dat went to find her lo.. den ask me look for me prezzie.. haha.. den in the end found la.. den sat down and eat.. wa.. she even cooked for me la.. how suprising.. the rice taste alright la.. haha.. ok.. den after dat went to see planes den go off alr.. den wei chen sae she saw us there.. but i nv see her lehx.. hmmx.. cock eyed me.. and her.. after dat weas deciding to go to the beach anot.. cos like gonna rain alr.. den with my vast amt. of exp.. i sae wont rain.. so go lo.. den in the end after we cycle finish.. walk out of ECP.. den rain... haha.. i rock.. no no.. i star.. =) ok.. cycled alot la.. den in the end a littlle behind the time the uncle gave us.. but anyway.. cycling was real fun la.. haha.. crapping along the way.. den zipping in from here and there.. rocks manx.. haha.. ok.. den after dat went to PP to eat lo.. hmmx.. she eat only la.. i nv.. den it was time to go home.. haha.. so in the end brought her to a bus stop.. den she go home le lor.. with tibits in her bag.. long journey.. den me left for church.. in church i didnt expect myself to be early lor.. 5 40 liddat le den start.. haha.. i quickly bathe bathe in church den go in le.. in the end i nv dry my hair properly.. after dat got a little headache sia.. haha.. den listened to speaker tok etc.. den after dat went off to the beach again.. by this time the rain has alr subsided le.. so went to the beach for BBQ.. haha.. i wanted to cook de la. but in the end.. everybody took my job.. so i wandered from pit to pit to steal food.. cheeky me.. haha.. den in the end got loads of food.. den went home early lo.. cos i wanted to like watch man u arsenal.. although man u lost la.. but i won $$.. dats the impt part.. vv long nv touch soccer le.. so heng sia.. ahha.. den until like 1am le lo.. den go zzz le.. sun.. woke up like 7 50 la.. so early caan.. considering i so late slp... but is cos i had to go church la.. so bo bian manx.. woke up... den change change den left le lor.. sang songs den during the sermon i fell asleep can?? haha... fat me.. haha. nvm.. den after dat went to the centre for my baptism course.. den waited for quite long and nobody came.. waited for like 45 minutes.. in the end went to roxy square.. den the elder help me call and ask.. in the end is cos last week all sae not free dne nv come.. den i last week nv go.. den dio pang sehx.. haha.. this shows u dat u cannot miss any lessons... haha.. crap.. anyway.. after dat went to amara hotel to change my prezzie dat mama gave me.. its a real nice bear la.. haha.. cute and meaningful.. not like those soft soft soft toy.. its hard de k?? haha.. den change le.. den i already quite sick le... dunno y i suddenly feel weak.. after dat went to pei papa mama and 1 of their fren to see car.. saw the toyota and mazda car.. thinking of buying which 1 la.. see how it goes lo.. even if they eventually dun buy.. i got car sit can alr.. so in the end i was really sick.. so reach home jiu slp le.. when wake dat time is like 8 le.. den in the end missed part of my formula 1 race.. qi si wo le.. haha.. den eat some stuffs den watch tv till quite late again.. cos cant slp ma.. slp b4 alr..den mon.. MY BIRTHDAY!!!! supposed to go ubin de.. in the end nv go lo.. cos partly i was sick.. and cos i was real tired.. haha.. den in the end my dad went himself.. and so.. after dat i woke up alr.. den mama was like HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. haha.. ok la.. thanks ma.. den stayed at home boring ma.. for ur bdae.. so went to see if star wars got place to sit anot.. den got lor.. so i book the tix lo.. haha.. den me parents and i 430 leave hse go tamp jack's place eat eat.. ok.. eat alr.. den after dat let me go find cass lo.. den we went to watch movie la.. although i a little blur la.. but i roughly noe wat it is about.. hmmx.. liddat lo.. dats abt it le.. haha.. thanks for the tons of bdae msgs.. haha.. and greetings from anywhere else.. hehe.. xie xie da jia!! +)
Friday, May 20, 2005
-9:57 PM
ok.
. todae had another dae of orientation.. but nothing much to blog about.. shall copy connie to write as long as possible..
7 50am- dad send me to bedok inter to take 69 with kel and jj. haha.. den i got down the car den immediately board bus.. LOL.. den after dat sit bus and crap and etc.. den vv fast reach le.. den we early ma.. so sat at the canteen eat lo.. den right.. this idiotic person ask kel y he not wearing the shirt.. den in the end wanted to get for him and shun bian find his class.. but in the end.. she ended up not calling me la!! den after dat.. listened to some talks again till like 10.. den went to meet the teacher lor.. den got to noe me classmates better too.. haha.. =) den after dat.. teacher introduce finish and etc.. den tot she wasnt gonna give out the matrix card so early.. cos if they give den everybody pon le ma.. right?? so in the end she really give us the timetable and our matrix card!! hhaha.. so happy can?? den about 11+ le... den in the end had to sit in the lecture theatre to cheer and cheer and cheer.. aiyo.. irritating la..
den after dat cos the food no done yet.. as in the lunch.. so had to cheer more.. =( den after dat right.. got food le lor.. den ended up waiting for kel.. cos his class haven eat.. haha.. ok.. den after dat went to ahs le lor.. den went to plae soccer la.. vv bad can?? scored like 3 only.. den win only 1/4 games?? haha.. but nvm la.. the impt thing is i scored.. ok.. whatever.. den collect me prezzie lor.. thanks hwee li.. hahaha.. hmmx.. oh.. den went with her to qiz hse.. cos she suspiciously wanna collect something.. den shun bian take me prezzie.. haha.. ok lor.. den after dat went to east pt with her.. den eat and crap le saw clement xiao!!
ok.. den nvm.. clement was like.. eh eh.. not bad eh... hahahah.. crap la!! den after dat she dragged clement to tamp with her to buy stuffs.. den i cannot go.. =(... haha... so go home eat eat and watch tv den here le lor.. but extremely tired.. wanna slp alr.. ya.. hope can slp.. hmmx.. baibai
Thursday, May 19, 2005
-9:37 PM
wa lau.. todae was the best dae i hav ever lived for such a long time can?? haha.. ok.. despite the fact dat the damn orientation was at 8am.. i woke up at like 6 30.. vv long nv try to wake so early le.. ok.. shall blog wat i had todae..
745- meet jean go sch together.. she late la.. wat the.. den 2 of us late.. but den again.. reach there also nothing yet..
810- reached tp.. den saw a whole stretch of queues la.. and is really human mountain human sea sia.. hahah.. so many pple!! and we originally had to queue to register for the orientation.. and it was under the sun la.. but nvm.. den after dat nic and jj come over.. haha.. den heard announcement dat business sch can go 3rd story and register.. wahahax.. business sch rox manx.. although still had to queue a while la.. but better den those suay pple who stand under the sun and get roasted.. haha.. ok.. so like about 9+ which i forgot.. the whole orientation started..
i was made to sit with this girl la.. wear until quite ahem la.. den right.. her name is pinky... hahaha.. cool hor?? hahah... ok.. whatever.. den after dat we sat at the temasek convention centre for like 2hrs?? listening to pple tok etc etc.. haha.. den later had break la.. den i took i small plate of the fried rice.. cos really too crowded le.. den in the end had to take a little bit den run.. haha.. den got lost for a while but eventually found back my group..
after dat it was ice breaking session la.. den the games my class plae is really lame till sai la.. haha.. wat chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop.. and the big fish small fish.. den even suggest to plae pepsi cola la.. wa lau.. ahaha.. ok.. anyway... den after dat learnt cheering la.. haha.. tis the first time i actually tot cheering could be fun.. haha.. shout shout shout.. at first didnt really enjoy orientation.. but after a while it was really fun.. haha.. when the shouting part came.. which is like 12 liddat.. den we shouted till like erm.. 1?? haha.. den after dat the leaders brought us to eat stuffs la.. i was so damn quiet la.. but eventually started crapping with the rest.. oh.. and did i mention.. my class hav 17 girls and 7 guys la.. haha.. and right.. most of the girls are so enthusiastic.. aiyo.. tell u ah.. will die la.. too over le.. den they will shout shout shout den super excited den wanna shout more de... and is shout more den enuff.. and laughs at everything can?? and i got this classmate who walks like raymond!! hahah.. wa.. really alike manx..
den after dat.. lunch over le den went all over tp to plae lame games.. we had to perform the chicky/cheeky dance.. den we had to squeeze everybody into 4 concrete squares.. den we had to sing a lame song.. we also had to cheer as loud as possible la.. of course my class win la.. the girls ah.. haix.. haha.. but for this instance i find them useful.. haha.. etc etc la.. its really lame i tell u.. haha.. i shall explore the place more by myself next time.. haha.. den right.. after all the games end.. went to sit at the stadium la.. haha.. not the small basketball stadium anymore.. haha.. got soccer field as in proper de.. + track and etc.. den there they taught us to dance the mass dance la.. den supposed to hold a girl's hand la.. but damn paiseh la.. so in the end hold a bit only.. haha.. sorry dar.. hahaha.. ok.. den immediately after the mass dance den started raining again.. haha..
den after dat they told us some admin stuffs den had more cheers den go le lor.. haha.. den while walking out of tp.. mama call and said dat she was warded la.. aiyo.. she complain of chest pain.. haha.. but den again.. she looks fine.. ok.. den went to visit her immediately at CGH la.. den after dat papa came den mama sneak out of hospi to take some stuffs back to hospi.. haha.. lame sia.. ok.. dats all le i think.. and the stupid en la.. tell her not to tell me score.. in the end u go tell me.. make me no mood watch match.. U LA!! dats y i will be bloggin here... ok..done with todae le.. haha.. ph.. get well soon mama.. tml hav to go back to sch again.. cos need take my matrix card which is used to take my attendance.. ya.. liddat lo.. hope can sneak out early to go back ahs.. haha.. =)
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
-8:39 PM
pple tend to live in their own world.. pple tend to forget there are pple who care for them.. but den again.. they think dat living by their own will be successful.. alrighty.. shall not be a kaypoh next time.. i court my own death.. stupid me.. my fault lor.. aiyos.. hahaha
-7:38 PM
aiyoyo.. i dun really like to blog alr.. vv lazy alr.. haix.. shall make a short 1.. todae when with liuying to play tt at chankat cc.. still finding back my old-self.. but vv hard to find la.. but overall still ok la.. den right.. wat else is there to sae nehx.. oh,, sat i got bbq.. who wanna come.. can ask me.. but hor.. is my church de.. so think alr den tell me.. i was thinking of taking up a umpire course as a tt refree.. dunno wan a not.. still thinking la.. 60% wan.. 40% dun wan.. hmmx.. 50 bucks nehx.. alrighty.. tml... is orientation.. i am feeling quite sianed now.. cos i dunno wat will happen tml la.. i hate new environment la.. haix.. y we students muz go thru this ah?? aiyo.. anyway right.. somemore this orientation so early.. 8 muz go.. i wanna slp.. how can a pig like me wake up so early.. haha.. i update le.. nothing to sae alr.. bb.. oh.. and exams are over for the ahs pple.. whee.. congats.. hahaha... and connie is helping me make a new blog skin.. so nice.. so i 10 q first in advance.. =)
Monday, May 09, 2005
-11:32 PM
hihi.. i hav come back to blog.. felt like i haven blogged in ages although i am vv free.. oh wells.. whatever..
exams is here.. and so everybody muz work hard and study well k?? haha.. anyway.. i am currently trying to re-install the messanger la.. cos i cant see any emoctions.. haix.. and the removing of programme isnt working la.. sianx ah!! haha.. hopefully can see la.. this few days kinda lack of slp la.. haix.. dunno y lehx.. always got tu fa zhuang kuang den will suddenly wake de la.. sianx manx.. den this morning stomach ache like nothing.. worse den gastric.. and it happened at 7am la.. and i slept like at 2 la.. haix.. my stomach bully me.. den right.. yesterdae had to get up for church la.. haix.. even though sat i slept at 1 la.. cos ah.. i played soccer ma.. den somemore i watch soccer after dat.. den muz get up so early.. really bth la.. haha.. but oh wells.. need to go for courses.. so wake lor.. juz for this few sundays.. perserverence!! heh.. haha.. anyway... on sat.. i went to find her while she study la.. supposed to go find prezzie for mother's day.. in the end walk like 30 minutes den found this super nice cup la.. den the uncle gave us 2 cups.. but 1 was quite wobbly.. haha.. den in the end all wrapped up by the uncle.. so we dunno which was the 1.. in the end i allowed her to decide la.. den she got the lousy 1.. the edge got prob de.. haha.. she's always the loser when it comes to this.. haha.. den after dat went to church le lor.. den service was ok la.. den after dat played soccer la.. as usual.. haha.. but this time not many pple played the other day la.. but den.. i still played well even though starting i kinda tired.. cos after eating mac vv full la.. oh wells.. den never really run much.. den doyle injured his knee AGAIN!! need to operate but he dun wan... aiya.. go la.. haha.. den anyway.. played halfway drizzle.. den my bag all wet.. sighs.. dem slippery.. haha.. fell down once.. anyway.. yea.. oh.. and i officiallly joined the church soccer team la.. haha.. recently den go play.. den talent got discovered.. haha.. but is field soccer.. scared i cannot see far only.. cos i dun dare wear contacts and dun wan wear specs play.. haix..
den sunday i went to church in the morn la.. den slept during the sermon.. cos was real tired.. den before some water baptism class.. i went to buy the food at the church canteen la.. which was damn ex la.. and i got chili stained on me la.. qi si wo le.. and i was wearing a white shirt somemore la.. haix.. den in the end look for classroom to go also so malu.. haha.. cos i was walking behind this couple.. den saw tot same course ma.. so follow them into the room la.. den i told the teacher i first time around la.. den the lady told me is some pre marriage consuilling la.. so paiseh can?? haha.. den i went to the water baptism classroom in the end.. haha.. den i first time.. no book.. den gotta share.. den after dat went home le lor.. haha.. den mother's day ma.. so gave mama the prezzie which me and her bot.. haha.. both mother get the same thing.. juz dat my mama dunno.. haha.. and its a cup which saes ren3.. haha.. cos her mama always scold.. juz like me mama.. haha.. den ok la.. wat else..
monday.. went to play tennis with kel la.. ok la.. haha... den vv fun lor.. den she came me hse to study la.. haha.. so ke ai.. heh.. anyway.. ya.. dats abt it le la.. i vv lazy to blog le.. byes!!
Sunday, May 01, 2005
-10:35 AM
yoz.. another week has juz zoomed past... super fast la.. heh.. actually.. nothing much happened except for the fact dat me sick for the whole week can.. haix.. damn sad la.. den anything also cannot do.. all i did was to eat slp eat slp... haha.. nvm.. i like this kind of life.. yeah.. haha.. anyway after eating cornflakes last tuesday... i went out lor.. den after dat right... when i was gg home.. den suddenly got this wanna faint and quite feverish de gan jue la.. so faster go home lor.. den eat my niang dou fu den go slp le.. den in the morn i tot ok le lor... so did some stuffs.. but after a while right.. den got giddiness, fever, hot/cold feeling, flu, cough and my back super pain lor.. so i tot i could juz eat medicine( pana) and go slp la.. but in the end it was still quite bad.. so until thurs it was still like dat but it was getting worse.. so had to go see doc.. no choice.. dadee brot me to see doc at 9pm liddat la.. cos after work ma... den all the government de all close liao.. so see private doc lor.. den in the end he sae i gan mao.. den gave me 5 different medicine la... haha.. den i was thinking my dinner eat dat 1 full liaox.. but thankew dadee for bringing me to see doc la... if not i think i really cannot make it liaox.. haha.. toking bout food.. this few days really never eat anything much la.. haha.. all so plain la.. plain until i wanna die le la.. hmmx.. but now.. sunday.. i think i ok le la.. can start eating all the good food.. haha.. ^^ hmmx.. this few days i keep playing scrabble too.. vv fun nehx.. haha.. play until i dun wanna slp eh.. haha... quite fun la this few days although i sick lor.. haha... den also on sat cannot go church la.. cos really too weak le.. which also meant dat i cannot play soccer.. =( qi si wo le.. but nvm la.. heal my sickness first.. den next time i well le den can go play again le lor.. haha.. suffer this week nvm.. xian ku hou tian.. haha.. its now my principal liaox.. actually i haven been using the facilities here at me place la.. kinda wasted la.. hopefully i will start using and make the best out of it wor.. haha.. erm.. and this place got a lot of pple sit on wheel-chairs la.. heex.. got somebody super bo liaox den go and add to the wheel-chair tally.. lame sia.. hmmx... i dun think got anything else le la.. ok.. baibai.. heh...