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Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
-12:43 AM
oh my gosh.. today my dar dar had a pretty bad injury la.. sighs.. feel so sad for her.. she like cannot walk at all lor.. really lame lor.. not like me.. fake lame.. anyways.. hmm... den see her in pain i really vv xin tong la.. haix.. dar dar muz faster recover k?? if not damn jialat de next time.. hmm.. luckily she got her frens around her at dat time la.. or else ah.. she really cham alr.. okok.. enuff of rou ma.. lol.. this few days i never really went out la.. really not in the go out mood.. haerd the the c girls and b girls alr out of the nations le.. dats super fast la.. but dun sad every1.. cos is the process dat counts.. winning is juz the bonous.. oh wells.. tok like some big professor..
oh.. something dat really made my week was the ayron chia saga.. haha.. as widely known.. ayron chia has been 1 of the most hate figures la.. hmm.. i dun quite like him too.. besides his bg and loud and irritating mouth, he has this " i am forever better den u" tone when he speaks to anybody.. hmm.. den he act smart la.. go hcjc try appeal with 18 pts.. only national players get in k?? U R NOT!! and.. out of desperateness, if there is this word, he went to tj to try and appeal la.. and last time i asked him.. he said dat he cannot tell me anything.. like some FBI classfied documents la.. wth sia.. u think u r a real big shot?? think again manx.. stupid hate figure.. continuing from where i was.. he went to tj ask yan jl to let him in la.. but the appeal date over le.. and heard dat some tj guys dun like him.. AND!! he was so desperate dat according to a tj insider, he msged yao qi 10 over times juz to try to get in to tj.. HAHAHAHA.. u idiot.. hahaha.. ok.. laughing at an old so called good fren is not good.. but den again.. i dun consider u as a fren at all u noe?? hahaha... ok.. whatever.. hmm.. den after dat he went back to where he stayed for ajc during his 1st 3 months.. but i doubt he will be able to stay there la.. with 18pts ah.. den somemore with such a bad attitude ah.. i think he wont be able to stay there la.. although the results werent out at dat point.. but he claims he alr got in.. (another source by tj insider).. haha.. den i think ah.. his ego really really damn make pple buay ta han la.. haha.. i think he was posted to nyp la.. so good luck to frens over there.. watch out for the ego man.. hahahahahahaha
Sunday, March 27, 2005
-12:56 PM
hmm.. there weren't any significant events happening during this week la.. except for thurs.. went out with her to plaza sing to watch miss con.. quite nice la.. haha.. but had to sit the front row cos we were late.. den cannot claim the tix.. cos sold liaox.. den in the end had to settle for the row A seats.. haha.. but i nv exp it b4 la.. so it was quite fun.. den can stretch out my leg so long lo.. haha.. den after dat went to eat.. den i keep trying to break her game dat top score.. but always come so close.. sighs.. haha.. den after dat went back le lo.. den saw her brother at the bus stop.. xia si wo.. haha.. but in the end.. she said he wanted to see me.. so it was alright.. haha.. den after dat den went home le lo.. den friday she and 1 fren came my hse to study la. as in the clubhse.. haha.. den super cold la dat room... ya.. den study halfway they hungry.. but i cant bring them food and gg out le.. so in the end they also left.. blah blah blah.. liddat lo..den on sat i went to church la.. haha.. den the service and all was ok la.. den after service was ping pong comp la... den me and my doubles partner dio stunned sia.. first set lost thru deuce.. 2nd set trail 8-1.. haha.. den every1 tot dat we were gonna die alr.. den suddenly.. we cheong back den win 11-9.. heng sia.. den last set we win.. den go final le lo.. den my singles match i also win la.. haha... den got 2 finals!! yeah.. haha.. den after dat went to play soccer lor.. quite scary la.. cos the floor damn slippery la.. den victor head whaced my mouth la.. den vv pain.. den i bled and stuffs.. blah blah blah.. den yesterdae watched soccer till vv late.. so now i wake up i start blogging le lo... yea.. finally finish le.. baibai
Monday, March 21, 2005
-1:15 AM
okok.. thurday nothing happened.. hahaha... den friday went with cass to jurong east to buy mp3 la.. den sat her bro wan also.. den in the end had to go again.. haix.. damn sad la.. travel so long.. den there for a few minutes.. win alr lor.. great idea sia da jie.. hmm.. den helped her dl songs and stuffs.. blah blah blah.. i dun feel like blogging le.. den sun watched tv and went to give cass ehr bro de mp3.. cos she asked me to dl songs for her bro lo.. hmm.. den chatted a while den go home le.. yea.. dats abt it.. hahaI GOT BIG NEWS TO ANNOUNCE!! haha.. but for privacy reasons.. u may contact me to get a more detailed announcement sheet.. provided i wan to tell u.. hahaha..baibai...
Thursday, March 17, 2005
-3:21 AM
now is like 3.20am le.. and i am so bored.. so i came to give latest news.. lol.. anyway.. tuesday.. i got up damn early la.. den went back to ahs to play soccer lo.. did not play very well la.. way below my avaerage.. i only scored like 4 goals lo.. hmm..poor me.. =(.. den after dat den went to find coach la.. den mr choo was there.. den was tokin g bout my FUTURE.. OMG.. lols... den after dat went to find jj.. den ate liao... tok some crap.. den we walked him home.. cos i shun bian wanna buy game.. cos my com too boring liaox.. and so.. bored 3 games la.. haha.. den the owner of the shop.. which is obviously pirated.. is like damn slack la.. whole day like sit there to play game.. dorts manx.. lifeless sia.. hmm.. den after dat went home and installed the game lo.. den too tired le.. so took a nap.. den after dat.. i was awaoken by my mama's call... she asked me wat i wanted to eat.. LOL.. i was like stunned.. i sleep also got food delivery.. =).. haha.. den after dat went down to play tennis for 1 and a half hour with mama.. cos she wanted to learn.. obviously i trashed her la.. and i played baby ball only lo.. hahahahaha.. den came up. bathe.. and continue to feel energetic la.. den 2 liddat den sleep...wed there is nothing to tok abt la.. except for the fact dat i am gonna watch soccer soon.. whee.. and any kind souls out there.. would u mind tagging my blog?? cos is kinda borng..*eyes closing*
Monday, March 14, 2005
-12:32 PM
basically.. after i finished my last entry.. i went to trng on thrus la.. dne me and zl was supposed to be doubles partners lor. den end up playing our own stuffs.. haha.. in the end lost to zheng gang and wee sern lo.. 3-2.. but its alright de.. cos i dun play doubles..haha.. juz a stupid game.. anyway.. den after dat dne went home bathe le jiu sleep like pig le lor..
den i think i woke up at like 2 the next day la.. as in 2pm.. cos nicholas call me like mad.. cos his ez link card with me. and he needs it to go home.. sianx.. den in the end.. i had to go back to tj to train la.. den training was damn slack adn damn sianx lor.. cos like only 7 pple turn up?? including me la.. haha.. den in the end nothing much lor.. den went home liao le.. den chatted and watched tv la.. as usual me la..
sat went to suntec with yq and cass la.. cos yq wanted to buy mp3.. den i bo liao.. nothing to do.. so go also lor.. den i regretted goign manx.. cos in the end right, i had to squeeze thru so many pple lor.. damn it manx.. so many pple lor.. as wat shun gui said.. "if i apologise to every1 dat i knocked into at the IT fair, i would sound like rapping".. haha.. den we all cross the road like take 5 minutes la.. cos got loads of cars.. den in the end.. after so much trouble.. den finally reach le.. den went inside la.. den so so any pple la..sianx diao le.. den got in den cannot find where is creative.. LOL.. den in the en ask pple den noe.. WA!! den i tell u ah.. creative really earn big $$ manx.. they manage to sell stuffs ah.. den the queue until some other pple's booth.. so pro.. den ying qi bought this red colour mp3 la.. kinda nice la.. while walking back .. den there was a jam in suntec for no reasons la.. is a dqamn dumb jam lor.. in the middle of the crowd.. hmm..den after dat den went to 7 11 eat ice cream(mr softee) la.. haha... so nice!!.. den went to take MRT first lor.. at first sae wanna go bedok de.. den in the end when ying qi reach her stop.. den she pang shex... which is kembangan.. pang shex queen.. congrats ah.. den i went to bedok with cass lor.. cos i needed to take bus to church ma.. den she needed to slack around till 7.. haha.. den came out of station.. saw zhi wei.. LOL... den tok a bit nia... den i go to my bus stop he go to his.. den pang sehx cass...HAHHAHAHA.. den in the end she went back to her homeground la.. which is in pasir ris...
den in church nothing much lor.. den cell group also nothing much la.. den after went to eat dinner la.. den went back to church play ping pong lo.. hmm.. cos is like some competition stuffs la.. den in the end.. i won my first round doubles match la.. haha.. 2-0.. YEAH!! i wanna win the cup.. haha.. den after dat went to play soccer lo... played ok only la.. not vv good.. hmm..
den sunday.. den played soccer again.. cos i could not wake up to go churuch... haha.. den i nthe end slept till like 2 30 liddat.. which was the time i was supposed to meet cass lo.. den in the end had to push it to the night... hahaa... sorry la da jie.. hmm.. den after dat went to play soccer in ahs la.. den played ok only la.. really below par lo.. hmm.. den after dat went to find cass in tamp la.. den went to challenger buy earphone for yq lor.. den sudddenly she ask me share.. aiya.. suan4 le la.. den after dat pay le den go watch movie lo.. den watched hitch la.. which is quite nice la.. den watch like from 9 15pm to 11 20pm??? haha.. den her dad fetch her den i went home taking bus lo.. haha.. and now i juz woke up at 12.. gg out soon le.. hmm.. better go do some stuffs le.. BYEEE~~
Thursday, March 10, 2005
-10:53 AM
basically i watched champions league on wed morning la.. haha.. from 4-6 lor.. den my brother woke up to join me la.. cos he also as siao as me de.. but den man u lost to milan la.. which was a blow.. and den i saw chelsea win barcelona.. AH!!!! even more sianx lehx!! anyway.. den after dat i went to sleep le lor.. so the whole wed day is like zz slept from 6 to 430pm.. haha.. like a log manx.. woke up twice to go pee... haha.. this few weeks i hav been like sleeping for 10 hrs everyday manx.. and i am vv proud of it.. cos i believe i can try to grow fatter in this way lor.. and also.. nobody can chao me!! hahaa.. den on wed nothing happened la.. chatted on msn, watched tv and stuffs.. basically rotted at home the whole day la.. haha.. tv rox manx!! den on msn ZF suddenly asked me if i wanted to go crash lectures.. cos he had a few lectures on thurs.. den i agreed le lor.. so i am here now lo.. haha.. den asked if i wanted to hun4 inside lor.. haha.. den at night i tried to sleep la.. but i really cant.. fan lai fan qui cannot lehx.. den eventually the com is being oned again.. by the highest honour isaac.. haha.. den suprisingly still got pple to tok to lor.. haha.. den i past time by playing yahoo pool and also read crayon shin chan.. haha.. cos really too bored already le.. lols..den play pool halfway den damn shock la. cos louisa came online.. wat a suprise.. lol.. latest to sign in de.. wow.. shcok dao.. den chat a while den i go watch champs league le lor... haha.. den watch juv win real and arsenal lose bayern la.. although they win the match but never go thru lor.. Muhaha.. and den i also saw ronaldo kanna sent off.. never see b4 lor... haha.. den damn shock la.. haha.. wow.. den i from 4 30pm of wed until now which is 11am of thurs still haven sleep lor.. and den later some more still got trng and stuffs la.. haix.. dunno when do i get to sleep again.. hmmm.. anyway... juz now i went to tj la.. haha.. den is like 4 months since i went into a sch to study.. haha.. or make it 5 moths.. so long le.. dunno how it feels like already.. haha.. den during assembly.. i nearly gt caught by the teachewr lor.. cos she see unfamilar face ma.. haha.. den lucky ZF help me lor.. or else i am in big trouble already le.. haha... den 1st lesson was free period.. so i went to the canteen to eat with ZF la.. and the noodles is really terrible manx.. haix.. den after dat went for chem lec lor.... den the teacher tok tok tok i dun get it de lo.. haha.. but who cares.. i dun take chem.. i dun take maths either.. as in F maths la.. haha.. den the c maths was teaching some functions stuffs.. haha.. den i catch no ball also.. LOL!! haha.. den in the end lesson end le den i come to tj hub lor.. which is a place where there is loads of com to use la.. but vv lag la this com.. so i hao bu rong yi type until the latest le.. haha.. but evberybody is like in sch.. so cannot read this latest update.. lol.. ok.. i go le.. go shang xue le.. bb!!
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
-10:05 PM
ok.. this few days, everything da revloved around me is soccer la.. so after my church on sat.. i went to play street soccer la..haha.. and i think i scored 3 again!! lol.. den i played quite well la.. but of course was vv tired la.. haha.. den my dad fetch me home from church lor.. haha.. den reach home den watch man u palace la.. kinda boring lor.. cos man u could not create any chance la.. haha.. den after dat i slept le lo.. like 3 liddat.. cos after dat i watched chelsea ma.. haha.. den sleep le lo..
den on sunday right.. i gotta sae sorry god manx.. cos i wanted to watch formula 1!! den church and formula 1 gang hao start around the same time.. so i fake sleep lor.. den my mama also cannot do anything.. den my parents go le lor. den i woke up to watch formula 1 la.. but is cos i really vv tired to walk also le la.. so sorry god... haha.. den my dad went to buy food for me when he came home from church lor.. den after dat right.. at around 330 liddat.. den i was toking to keng sheng la.. den suddenly he wanna go le... den he asked me if i wanna go back to AHS play soccer with the all saint church pple la.. den i yi bu rong ci.. den go le lor... haha.. there the pple not dat good la.. so i scored like 6-7 goals?? cant rmb la.. haha.. but anyway... its vv fun la.. cos i gotta un about again.. haha.. den after dat went home le lor.. den watched soccer matches den chatted online.. haha
den on monday.. chatted with jac online for a while lo.. den asked him if he wanna go watch bball final la.. den damn funny sia.. cos like nobody ask him to go.. den he sae we bo jio.. den i jio him to be my gf he dun wan.. LOL.. xiao si wo le.. haha.. so i went to sch la.. den saw loads of pple la.. den the staduim was abnormally packed.. haha.. at first no space de.. den i went to the AHS bench there to sit lor.. co slike nobody dare sit there.. den only ex-sportsclass pple and the bballers dare sit there.. lol.. haha.. den watch wei jie shoot a lot of 3's and stuffs la.. haha.. den in the end until halftime vv close de.. but after dat vv 1 sided.. den win 75-50?? something liddat.. lol...
den after dat jac asked me if i wanna go play soccer la. den vv long never play with them le ma.. so decided to go lor.. haha.. and somemore.. i pon tj training.. lol.. haha.. anyway.. quite fun la. cos i scored like 9 goals liddat.. a lot jiu dui le.. haha.. hmm.. wat else nehx?? orh.. den i went to eat with jac at 85 la... haha.. den walk to the ahs bus stop den i take 9 he take 31.. lol.. den after come home jui came online and watch tv le lor... dats abt it la.. nothing much le..
baiz baiz...
Saturday, March 05, 2005
-3:32 PM
haha.. 3 days never blog le hor?? hmm.. ok.. start from tuesday ba.. i think i went back to AHS to play ping pong la.. literally get some touches la.. anyway.. den after dat i sat on coach car can?? he bring me go tjc la.. sit there vv stressful manx.. haha.. den dunno wat to tok bout and stuffs la.. luckily AHS and tj quite near lo.. haha.. den went there den played ping pong la.. den i beat everybody who wants to go in 3-0 lo.. haha.. as in those wanna appeal in de la.. haha.. den i vv happy la.. den in AHS right.. AHS bball won dunno who la... haha.. den i also dunno wat stage la.. for the Bboys lo.. haha.. den in the night went to eat with the tt guys lor.. haha... den cheng rui told me dat in pri sch.. when wanna appeal to sec sch.. he also saw me.. lols.. i like block him everywhere.. haha.. but we're freinds.. so its alright.. lols... hahaa..
den wed i went to tj at about 6 la.. haha.. den i skipped all their physcial training la.. haha.. den todae got more pro pple come in lor.. den got 1 maris stella guy la.. but i beat him 3-2.. i dun even noe his name though.. den the rest of the guuys is 3-0 la.. haha.. damn happy again la.. den coach put me as first choice lo.. haha.. den i damn happy lo.. haha.. den went to eat with the tt guys and stuffs la.. haha.. den i think i toked to gary about pri sch stuffs la.. den keep hao lianing his phone la.. idiot!! haha.. den after dat reach home den sit in front of the tv watch watch watch lo.. haha..
den thursday.. i went to ah ber den's hse la.. haha.. den her com damn lousy lor.. den with sheri also.. den damn stupid la.. they never even study lor.. laugh laugh laugh... lols.. den raining lor.. den my socks and shoes all wet le.. sianx.. haha.. den during training.. the teacher came around la.. den he watched me play la.. den he told me wat subj combi i can take and etc la.. den he said he could fight for me la.. hopefully lor.. haha.. anyway.. den before training.. den got all the physical training la.. den the pull up.. i hate it.. i only did 7 lor.. irritaing.. haix.. den after dat coach ask me to play with lester la.. haha.. and guess wat.. i won him 3-2.. clap everyone.. haha.. pple play 3 matches we still playing dat match.. lol.. haha... den after dat end le den saw sandy la.. den hi lor.. den went to eat with the tt guys again.. den after dat went home again lor.. sounds like a routine manx.. haix.. i damn lazy to blog la.. so no detail la.. haha.. den friday...
stayed at home the whole day.. moopped the floor and stuffs la.. den after dat in the night went to johnathan's hse la.. cos got some cell group stuffs.. den laugh laugh laugh lor.. den chat abt wat testimonials and stuffs la.. haha.. den all the way form 8-11 15 can?? so long.. den i spoiled a dumb musical instrument la..haha.. den i tot is can open de.. den i open den spoil le.. den laugh laugh laugh.. haha.. whatever.. oh wells.. now todae.. is sat.. i am gg church soon.. youth group later.. haix.. vv far from my hse gotta leave 1 hr early can?? sianx.. haha.. ok.. i better go pack up le.. bb!!
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
-11:16 AM
ok.. i a few days never blog le.. either really no time.. or is too lazy to blog le la.. haha.. anyway.. i shall continue from last wed lor..
haha.. thursday i was very lazy la.. i think i woke up like at 4pm in the afternoon la.. after the soccer matches and stuffs la.. cos i was practically tired like nothing already.. deen still go watch soccer .. haha..den i think i spent the rest of my days at home lor.. haha.. and den i think nothing else le..
friday.. i went back to AHS.. this time.. i went back to watch the TT players play against Chung Cheng in the east zone semi finals la.. expectedly.. they lost 3-0 to them la.. but the thing is dat.. coach made a change by putting clement with yao peng la.. a doubles pair dat i think would backfire la.. although they won the 1st set.. they den crumbled and lost the remaining sets la. kinda sad for them la.. lose to rival.. haix.. anyway.. den after dat.. went out of PLMGS la.. den this garbage truck lor.. den every1 was like ur bus is here.. haha.. lame sia.. anyway.. den after dat we went back to AHS lo.. still early ma.. so played ping pong the whole afternoon lor.. until like 6 liddat.. haha.. den in the nioght.. went home lor.. den watch tv and stuffs la.. kinda cant rmb much le.. so ah.. sorry if i cant feed u on vv exciting details. lols..
sat.. was a very scary day.. cos my mother brought me to see te dentist at raffles hospital la.. den the charges there damn ex la.. 1 consultation and the fee is 168 lor.. wa kaox.. anyway. my mother brought me there to ask the docs wat i had to do if i wanna put braces and feed me on more info bout brace lor. den in the end when the doc said 5500.. my mother shock dao.. den in the end no need lor.. damn heng lehx.. haha. cos if i wanted to put.. i had to take out 4 tooth.. anyway.. den after dat paid the price lor.. really damn ex lor.. buay ta han lehx... haix.. wasted $$... den my mother was telling me its vv good if u specialise in something.. so dat u can earn $$ with it.. haha. $_$ lehx.. haha. but who can blame her.. lols.. den after dat went back to my old hse to pack up the remaining few stuffs in my hse la.. den also had to like get all the dust out and make it presentable and stuffs lor.. and den i left early la.. like at 3 liddat.. cos i had church later ma.. den in the end rushed home to bathe and stuffs.. den played some yahoo pool den go le lor.. no time ma.. den i rushed to church lor.. which 1 was amazingly early for la.. haha.. so heng.. den right.. they annouced dat there is this ping pong competition la.. den i joined lor.. most prob is win de la.. cos the pple there like quite lan4 de.. haha. o0ops.. whatever.. anyway.. den after dat den ate free dinner lor.. is some buffet styled dinner in church la.. cos got some meeting there.. den we can eat.. lalala.. haha.. den after dat went home.. den came online and etc etc.. watched soccer till 3am.. den go sleep..
sun.. i cant wake up for church.. cos i would hav only slept like 5 hours if i went.. den i thinkits not enuff for me la.. den in the end wake up at like 12 liddat lor.. den decided to stay at home once again to pack up some stuffs... den my dad gave me 50 bucks den ask me to go NTUC buy stuffs la.. cos the hse was lacking loads of things la. in the end .. buy uy buy.. i think i left him with 2 bucks.. haha.. cos really got a lot of things need to buy lor.. haha.. den i watched chelsea nad liverpool lor.. friggin manx.. chelsea won lor.. and its so tyco.. hax.. den after dat i went to sleep le lor..
den monday.. results day!! haha.. den i went to watch movie at 11+ liddat with zl lor.. den unexpectedly.. we saw yy, wayne jac, kelvin and KENNETH TAN watching i do i do.. damn shocked to see kenneth there la.. haha.. cos he normally dun go out de.. lols.. anyway.. ya.. den quite funny la.. den after dat took bus back to ahs to take results lor.. den our footsteps were like quite heavy la.. den at the gate.. we saw MR Wang la(ex principal). den he was like giving the thumbs up liddat.. haha.. wishing us good luck.. so we went in all together lor. den sat down.. den the new principal started talking bout all the statistics and stuffs la.. which came as a relieve for a while..cos it seems dat we done quite ok.. haha.. average is abt 10pts lor.. haha.. so pro.. den only 1 person got less den 5 o level passes la.. i wonderif its cui shan lor.. haha.. isaac.. dun so bad la.. den after dat.. the resuts are as follows la:
english B3
combine humans B3
geog A2
e maths B3
chines A2
chinese oral distinction
SCIENCE D7..
really spoiled the whole thing lor.. in the end r4 13 ots.. r5 20 la.. haha.. den i thinking whether to go jc la.. but most prob i think is go jc de la.. haha.. cos easier to go Uni.. but a little more stressful la.. and i dun hav to waste 3yrs lor.. haha.. and anyway.. if i cannot appeal in to tj.. den i shall go to mj le ba. heard is quite easy to appeal in there cos the TT there is vv lan.. but with me there.. i dun think it makes a diff la.. haha.. but den again.. i juz wanna study now.. cos working is really really hard la.. i wanna be the 1 who gives orders.. not the 1 who recieves orders and gets scoldings.. lalaa.. todae is tuesday... later i shall blog again la.. cos i think next time wont be so frequent le.. jc life.. i am coming!!! lalala..