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Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Monday, January 31, 2005
-1:17 AM
ok.. its been quite long since i last blogged.. haha.. vv lazy to blog already la.. but anyway.. yea.. update from thurs..i go to work again lor.. den ok la.. shall juz start from friday la.. so work work work lor.. i started at 2 liddat.. den i had to carry so so so many heavy tables and chairs and stuffs up 8 floor lor.. and is the first time since i felt physically tired doing this job la.. haha.. is really vv physically tiring lor.. den hav to set up tables in the hot sun lor.. almost dio heat stroke sia.. haha..
den after dat.. in the night.. den i had to like serve dinner lor.. den the manager who is called matthew.. who is a black... and den ah.. i tell u ah.. he is si bei guai lan de sia.. u cannot stand him de sia.. if raymond was there ah.. fight already broke out le sia.. haha.. he is damn irritating de la.. cannot stand him de sia.. as u can see.. i really cant stand him.. but for the pay.. i let u win.. anyway.. den he keep arrowing me de lor.. damn du lan.. any questions ask me.. any probs look at me.. den he is damn fake la..I HATE FAKE PPLE~ anyway.. yea.. in front of bigger bos he praise us.. den behind.. he scold like nothing liddat.. wow.. i control myself.. haha.. i surprised myself.. i think i am really mild now.. haha.. never scold chu hua.. haha.. lame.. anyway.. yea.. den after dat clear tables and all this lor.. den i had a good job by staying at the basement to clear plates de lor.. BUT!! the matthew ask me go up 8 floors.. to bring the tables, chairs etc etc DOWN!! those i hav set up in the afternoon is brought down lor.. wa lau.. tell u ah.. wanna strangle him sia.. haha.. den i think ah.. i heard enough scoldings from him to anyone of us part time workers le la.. i think he should juz shut up and stop thinking he is some kinda big shot who wears a damn fake mask in front of his superior.. IDIOT!!
and den friday.. i woke up den went to ping pong de ying xin hui lor.. kinda boring la.. but i played a lot of ping pong dat day la.. so it was kinda ok la... haha.. den i ate a lot of stuffs la.. first time ying xin hui got such nice food sia... hah.. den played ping pong with louisa and samuel la.. hah.. den after dat walked around bedok to wait for my parents lor.. den they brought me to cell group lor.. hah.. dam funny.. not many pple there lor.. so few pple sia.. haha.. den in the end the time which was supposed to be toking about become kids chatting session.. cos the teacher not here ma.. haha.. den they were like toking bout guns and stuffs la.. games all dat.. den i was like alamak.. not again.. listen till sian le lor.. haha.. den we were like super bored.. den after dat 11 30 go home le lor.. dun really wanna elaborate this part cos tired.. save time la..
anyway.. den dat day i reached home at abt 12 lor.. hah... den after dat i went to sleep le lor.. den its saturday le la.. anyway.. sat.. woke up at 1 liddat.. den i was originally supposed to close the door for my da sao.. cos she dun hav our hse key.. den in the end i sleep lor.. den in the end my parents did the simple job.. lolz... fancy wanting me to wake up to do this things.. haha.. anyway.. den in the end i was super lazy to go church lor.. the body and mind juz refusing to go lor.. den i chat online and played games the whole afternoon lor.. den also did hse work!! haha.. i mopped the floor.. washed clothes.. fold clothes lor.. haha. so guai..den wiped the tables and stuffs la.. haha.. super guai sia.. den i packed up my room also.. i cant believe it!! haha... den after dat i wanted to go east point de lor.. cos i need to buy groceries lor.. budden.. i going to reach east point le.. den my dad call em sae go buy new year clothes at tamp.. so i went lor.. den bought 2 giordano polo tees.. den at first wanted to find nice jeans and sports pants de.. but in the end cannot find lro.. so dun mian qiang.. haha.. den after dat.. reached home den watched soccer lor.. den saw man u winning 3-0.. den i slept like 4am lor.. den woke at 8am on sunday to go church.. hah. tired sia.. haha..
anyway.. den sunday comes.. hah.. den i went to church lor.. haha.. den i was like 15 minutes late.. haha.. whatever la.. den during the sermon i was actually vv awake de.. den man4 man4 vv tired le.. den slept in the hall.. haha.. so cool... haha.. always go there sleep.. den the usual lor...went to roxy square eat lor.. haha.. den eat the ban mian.. haha.. den tok to the uncles aunties there lor... haha.. den got caught by aunty mei yoke.. she always see if i got go church on sat de la.. den she saw me.. den she was like.. y u never go yesterdae.. den i was like i yesterdae a little lazy la.. den she was like next week better go ah!! den i was like.. okok.. haha... lame sia.. haha.. anyway.. den at 12.. den went to bedok mrt to meet cass and sheri lor... cos i needed to shop ma.. cos i cannot find jeans and sports pants.. haha.. den in the end sunday den settle lor.. haha.. at first meet at bedok de.. den super funny.. i was supposed to go to the train and find them de.. but in the end ah... i cannot find.. den when i came out... we were like a door awae.. lolz.. ok.. so they ate den i wait lor.. den after dat... when to OP.. den dats when i feel dat ah.. guys really dam jia lat.. haha.. ya noe.. at OP.. cass was like shopping the whole time lor.. we spent like 40 minutes in the shop.. den we walked around the shop.. she try try try.. den nothing.... ah!! wanna murder her sia.. haha.. den after dat sheri left le lor.. den left us 2 alone.. anyway.. we not bgr ah.. juz friends.. anyway.. den after dat when to look for my stuffs around edge which comes to nothing la.. den after dat.. den we went to suntec lor..
is cass suggest de.. den walk walk walk.. den another OP!! den suprisingly.. she took only 20 minutes to get wat she wans.. haha.. den along the way saw 7 11 den she was like i wanna drink... den in the end go in got MR SOFTEE.. den had to pei her eat lor.. cos she was like damn diao la.. ya noe.. the sa jiao.. cannot stand it la.. ok.. den eat le lor... den went to royal sprotign hse den saw the sports pants i like.. den i was like thinking super long whether to buy it anot lor.. den in the end buy lor.. haha.. 25 bucks.. anyway.. den i went to this hang ten shop la.. den try dunno how many jeans sia.. den in the end made up my mind on 2 la.. cos it was like 1 for 43 and 2 for 46.. den of course take the 2 for 46 de right.. den in the end bought 2 jeans lor.. den is like i hav to alter the other 1 la.. cos it was supposed to be altered.. haha.. den after dat right.. i went back to this OP shop in bugis la.. haha... cos i see the bag in suntec.. den i think nice.. but they dun hav new de le.. so i went to bugis find lor.. tohught abt it for vv long la.. eventually got it le lor.. haha. its like 28 bucks only.. haha.. den when out to find something special for dinner la.. but in the end we 2 sat outside the roadside stall.. den in front of us is this 2 chinaman la.. haha.. super wierd la.. haha..
oh ya.. when i went to suntec.. den saw my this church fren.. den super shocked la.. den i think she think cass is my gf.. NO ok.. please ah.. lolz.. although go out... but nothing de lor.. haha... make clear wor.. haha.. yeah.. den now i am cutting up all the price tag lor.. so many.. haha... loOlz.. haha... anyway.. i saw my frens blog kanna bombarded by some mysterious tagger.. sae her steal the guy she like lor.. haha.. damn funny sia.. haha.. like gonna hav cat fight lor.. haha.. i shall keep an eye on dat match.. haha.. ok la.. bb le.. ciaox!! this is like the longest i hav written so far lor.. haha.. so many things to sae.. lor sor leh isaac.. haha...
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
-11:44 PM
hahaa.. SOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPY... lolz.. siao ah isaac.. okok.. anyway.. yesterdae i never blog... so i might as well juz do 2 days de todae la.. ok.. yesterdae i went to work at 10 la.. actually i was supposed to be 30 mins early de lor.. den si bei suay ah.. going to reach dat time.. jam like nothing.. sia la.. take up 20 minutes le.. den after dat i take uniform.. den one button spoil.. den need to change.. den 10 minutes.. den after dat i cannot find the place which i was supposed to report.. den eventually late la.. haha.. working was alright la.. cos i was working with an above average lookign girl.. please ah.. i never sae she chio ah.. ok.. den after dat work work work lor.. it was easier den otehr days.. cos this 1 i am only doing coffee breaks.. so there is like nothing de lor.. juz clear the plates and refill the plates onto the tabel den da gong gao chen le.. so most of the time i am juz slacking there lor.. haha... so shuang.. somemore ah.. everytime i walk pass the food ah.. i take 1.. cos ah.. its quite nice the food.. den nobody is looking ma.. so i eat lor.. haha.. so cheap sia.. ok.. whatever..
den after dat i had nothing to do ma.. so this manager got a lot of things for me to do la... carry 10 big cartons of 1.5l soft drink lor.. haha... den ah.. also got this vv heavy tiger beer carton la.. is heavier den a gas tank lor.. wa lau eh.. den need 2 person.. haha.. den the manager and me do lor.. den after dat move chair all this miscallanious stuffs la.. so lame pork sia him.. but he is friendly la.. adn i am toking about david.. not lawrence.. or whatever his name is.. haha... got 2 super visor ma.. i like david better.. haha.. oh wells.. whatever...
den after work.. den went to pasir ris library lor.. cos i dam bored ma.. den nobody company also.. haha.. den gang hao cass studying there.. so sat there lor.. haha.. den after dat went to eat dinner with her.. den so so so qiao.. saw nel and ele and dunno who la.. den ele was like winking winking.. so lame.. stupid sia.. haha.. den after dat go home le lor.. den at first wanted to watch the pool match de.. but in the end too tired le.. so never lor.. but tonight i wanna watch man u chelsea.. hope its a cracking match manx.. haha...
ok... now for todae... i woke up at like 1.. and i forced myself de lor.. cos i wanted ot watch A roddick play ma.. wa.. he rocks sia.. the services ah.. wa lau eh.. down the lines are wa lau eh... groundstrokes are wa lau eh sia.. haha.. so pro.. i was glued to my seats manx.. commercial also never move.. haha.. den after dat finish i went gym lor.. den train a while den read some papers at the studying area.. haha.. wanted to swim de lor.. but lazy la.. haha.. den after dat went home le lor..
den at about 5 liddat i started watching heweitt match lor.. den play 4 hours leh.. sit until the chair warm. den gang hoa me parents back with food from 85 la..s o i eat a lot lor.. but i am still not growing fatter.. hmph!! haha.. den until now seat here lor.. later i still watching man u chelsea.. hope man u goes thru.. haha.. ok.. bb... i think i wrote this for an hour.. cos i keep chatting and walking around lor.. so lame.. ok.. bb...
Monday, January 24, 2005
-11:04 PM
as i am writing this thing.. i am also looking for a new blog song lo.. anyway.. since yesterdae i never blog.. i shall blog altogether todae la.. so it may be like qute long de lor... haha.. ok.. so hear it goes... *deep breath*
yesterday. i woke up at 8am to go church la.. dne church sing songs part quite ok... den come to the sermon ah.. i began to zzz... really sleep leh.. ok.. whatever.. den after dat when to eat at roxy square la.. den eat and tok all this lor.. den super lame and super funny de la.. the aunties and uncles there chat ah.. u can really laugh like an idiot de.. super funny de... ok.. den after dat is abt 2 liddat le lo.. den i went home lo.. wanted to sleep de.. but in the end i never... cos i was playing need for speed la.. den i am proud to sae dat i finally completed the damn thing.. woohoo.. okok
den after dat some mo shen pple msg me with the pic of 2 dogs la.. but in the end i found out it was my mum ask the woman send de pics lo.. cos she wans a dong ma.. anyway.. den after dat i see already den got 1 quite cute la.. haha.. so nice.. but i dunno if i want the dog anot la.. cos ah.. i think quite ma fan.. but my mama... vv keen on it sia.. okok..
den after dat about 5 liddat.. i left the hse lor.. den waited for no.9 for like 20 minutes lor.. super long sia.. den almost late manx.. haha.. den the stupidiest part came.. i actually tot i lost my locker key.. i tot i left the key inside the locker.. so stupid right?? den i went to the guard hse ask them if they got spare key for me la.. den no wor.. den later.. i tell the supervisor la.. den he sae got 1 malay guy saw a key at the sink la.. den ah.. he allow me to go back find wor.. den find find den got la.. heng sia.. den ah.. i found dat the lock ah.. was opened b4.. cos i closed the way the lock was left is diff de .. so i quickly open lor.. luckily inside all the things still there sia.. i really thansk the malay guy for dat manx... give me a new impression on malays.. den after dat started work lor.. work was a breeze manx.. although time passes vv slowly ah.. but i got vv little things to do sia.. u see.. it was not even half full lor.. den i was like clearing the plates vv quickly la.. den at the same time.. i also got to watch soccer.. cos they were like showing soccer lor.. so i keep walking over there la.. haha..
den after dat.. at 11.. den i knock off le lor.. den i went back with the malay guy who saw my key la.. he is those kinda big big size de.. den intimidating de... den he tell me he is ITE de.. i really scared walking with him sia.. ok la.. so he went to the same bus stop as me la.. lucky diff bus sia.. haha.. anyway... den as we walked la.. den he took out cigarettes.. den he smoke la.. den he ask me if i wan.. den i dio shock sia.. den of course i sae no la.. den he sae i good boy.. den i was thinking of course la.. no colour hair.. no ear hoel.. no smoke no drink.. of course guai gia la.. den later he ask me a lot of question la.. den he also said he wanted to save up for a motor bike manx.. wa.. den he was vv cool la.. woohoo.. i got protection le.. u all siam ah.. hahahaha..
den after dat his bus came fast lo.. den heng ah.. cos i was scared he rob me or wat ma.. cos changi v dark ma.. yea la.. heng ah.... heart beat like mad manx.. anyway.. den reach home den started watching soccer lor.. haha.. den watch until 3 lidat la.. den shay given was so cool lor.. save so many.. is really so many potential goals de lor.. yea.. good manx.. den i was chatting with my bro about ameobi la.. the newcastle striker.. den is like everytime he touch the ball ah.. the ball gone de leh.. serious prob sia him.. he totally cannot play sia.. lousy pork.. haha.. den after dat i went to sleep le lor..
den todae morning i woke up at like 1 liddat la... den i never do anything lor.. so juz sit there watch australian open lor.. den ah... i saw the heweitt vs nadal match.. wa lau.. nadal is really full of attitude manx.. he has got a vv good sports mentality as in he never gives up until the match is over de lo.. gave heweitt a good fight sia.. okok.. den after dat.. i cooked instant mee for myself la.. den later my parents came home lo.. den they bought the carrot cake and tang yuan for me lo.. from block 85 de.. den somemore ah.. my mother cooked the teppanyaki style chicken sia.. den she cook rice.. den i tell u ah.. the meat ah... solid ah.. super shuang.. eat until dam full de lo.. ok la... den after dat i hav been siting here le lor.. den i wanted to change bloggie song de.. budden ah... dunno wat happen sia.. become no sound... i shall as some xpert to help already.. haha.. anyway.. i guess there is nothing else to sae le.. haha..
actually i tml wanna go back to sch de.. but ah.. i think maybe cannot le la... cos i got to work.. at 10am.. den dunno to wat time.. den the match is like 3 lor.. so i dun think i can go back le la.. dun get to watch le lor.. =( haha.. yupx.. dats about it lo.. good night manx... cambrdge should really speed up manx.. is really irritating to wait so long u noe.. it makes me dam scared de lehx.. haix.. faster la.. 28 feb.. i am waiting.. 35 days... exactly 5 weeks.. hope i score well.. god help me..
Saturday, January 22, 2005
-11:52 PM
eheh.. i am writing this b4 12.. lets hope i finish this by 12.. ok.. todae woke up at 12+ la.. wa... so many 12.. anyway.. ok.. 12 plus.. den started watching NBA on starsports..haha.. den after dat write.. ate kueh chap.. block 85 de ok.. my bro bought it back de.. haha.. so nice.. anyway.. den after dat.. i juz sat in front of the tv lor.. den watch shi zi lu kou.. haha.. laugh like mad sia.. anyway.. den after dat i went out at 4 and i was meeting kel at 4 la.. den end up 4 30 den saw him.. den he pass me $$ den i go to church le lor..
reached marine parade at 5.. but i meet my another fren at 4 30.. haha... who cares.. den after dat i played ping pong in church la.. den they treat me like god lor.. haha.. so pro ma.. haha.. bhb... okok.. den after dat went to service lor... haha.. den was toking to this xiao hai bu ben actor la.. he's in my church ok.. the most shuai de la.. the noodle stall dat 1 u noe?? ya.. dats him.. haha.. liddat lor.. den he no airs de la.. quite frenly de la.. ok.. whatever la..
den went to cell groups lor.. den the leader decided not to teach la.. den we were like talking about making sandwhiches and stuffs la.. so lame.. ya.. den after dat talk about everything lo.. is really like got nothing to do la.. den tok till 8 liddat.. den the leader was like talking right.. den only he find it funny lo.. den he laugh so loud in the small room.. den we were like -_-".. haha.. ok.. den after dat right.. i walked abt in bedok lor.. den went home.. cos i needed to change bus ma.. quite long nv go back already.. so walk walk lor.. haha.. den after dat.. i went home le lor.. den bought my favourite dan chao fan.. woohoo.. so nice...
den after dat watched tian cai go go go... den super funny lor.. den me and my mum finally laugh laugh laugh together.. haha.. dam gao xiao la... oh wells.. den after adt i watched man u match lor.. yeah! man u leading by 1 at halftime.. ok.. i better get going.. 2nd half starting le.. used this time to write blog.. i need to prepare my 2nd half snacks... gtg le.. alamak.. is 12 03.. darn.. i missed by a few minutes.. ok la.. bb
-1:11 AM
todae i think i wake up for like dunno how long le la.. err.. let me count.. 19hrs le!!! wa kaox. this is the first time during the holidays dat i never sleep for so long le lor.. i missed sleeping.. manx!! ok.. anyway. woke up at this super bad time of 6am!! which idiot would wake up at dat damn time lor.. and is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!...
ok.. so my mother woke me up la.. den we all go macritchie reservoir la.. den walk all the way to bukit timah hill la.. den i tell u ah.. we start form 7 30.. end up 11 30 den reach la.. but cannot blame.. cos got old pple in the group.. i went with a cell group btw.. ya la.. den i walk walk walk.. den no sweat de leh!!!! really leh.. i think i got a big prob sia.. serious... alamak.. haix.. as we walk.. den i was with 2 church frens la.. clement and johnathan..d en this clement like got some prob de lehx.. keep needing to touch pple de... wierdo sia.. and this johnathan.. keep toking bout gang lor.. he's like quite fascinated with it sia.. ok.. den i am like there den wanting to do this --> -_-".. but den dun wan la.. cos i see him small.. mai guai lan..
anyway.. den after dat i went home lor.. den juz sat at home den watch this australlian open la.. sit the whole afternoon there watch the yellow ball fly lor.. haha.. come to think of it ball games are stupid.. but i like leh.. anyway.. yea.. den agassi was super pro lor.. woohoo.. but no roddick.. tml may get to see him.. his serve ah.. wa lau.. i am mesmerised by it i tell u.. wa lau... cannot only stand there shake head.. pro manx he.. ok.. moving on..
den after dat i juz played computer games and ate my dinner lor.. den until now den i wanna sleep.. ok.. better get gg soon.. bb
Thursday, January 20, 2005
-10:13 PM
haix.. todae got woken up by this darn quarell btw my parents la... dam noisy la.. all shout and scream for nothing de la.. when would it bloddy hell stop manx.. its really frustrating u 2 noe dat.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.. den after dat i washed the toilet and stuffs.. den wash clothes.. den when to sch le lor.. cos i got nothing better to do.. so i went back lor.. den watch bball match.. den after dat played ping pong for a while la.. actually not a while.. is an hour plus liddat.. den i there played with samuel la.. den we like playing exhibition match liddat.. all the patterns all come out lor.. is dam stupid.. but den i oso think my skills are coming back already.. haha.. den we anything also can go in liddat de sia.. haha.. den when to eat rou chuo mian lor.. haha.. den bought slurpee.. woohoo.. good combi la.. den when home le lor.. life is really vv plain.. and the xiao tian suggest to find a gf so dat time wil pass faster.. ya.. the girl will jux drop from the sky.. lolx... haix..
den after dat.. when home.. den chat on msn and stuffs la.. haha.. den after dat den i am going to sleep liao le lor.. and suddenly.. my mother tells me dat i am supposed to go hiking at 6am.. tmd... i think sleeping is more impt manx.. but she keeps saying all the negative stuffs if i dun go la.. like they will quarrell somemore.. all this shit la.. i really hate a woman doing this things manx... mei2 shi4 zao3 shi4 de.. wa kaox.. not i dunno if can wake up.. its worse den gg to sch manx... fuck la.. i really dam du lan le la.. i feel so helpless la.. can they jux stop squabbling.. i really cannot control myself dat i hav to sae dat already.................
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
-11:51 PM
anyway.. todae i woke up as 1 as usual la.. the always me la.. everytime sleep until so late.. ok la.. den todae... i woke up den i jux watched another dvd until bout 3 liddat.. den i started cleaning uo the hse.. which was a lot of things to do la.. den after dat.. i went to work already lor.. den i tried a new way of gg to working by taking 9 to changi village lor.. lucky i was not late lor.. but i nearly missed the stop.. haha..
den i was den the laundry lady was not there la.. so i was late eventually la.. but i told the manager.. so it was quite alright la.. haha.. anyway.. den today did not hav a lot of pple there la.. so it was quite a simple task.. some more.. got so many pple to help out dat i really slack lor.. juz bring around trays and set up tables and stuffs lor.. den the night view at the restaurant was quite nice la.. haha.. oh wells.. den nothing much happened liao lor.. anyway.. i am gonna stay up till 5 todae.. cos i wanna watch man u vs exeter.. haha.. so dumb.. but i am liddat lo..
anyway.. gtg lo.. bb le.. haha..
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
-10:54 PM
ok.. so todae was quite a busy day la.. anyway.. i woke up at like 12 30 liddat.. so guai... so early la.. den came online den saw meiting den chat with her a while lor.. den found out she was actually gg back to ahs also.. so qiao.. ok.. den anyway.. yea.. den went to bathe and stuffs den went to sch already lor..
in sch.. i was like walking around.. den i see all those sec 1 de.. den they like all dunno me la.. so i dun really care la.. den went to general office.. den went to take the testimonials from su ying jie.. den we chat a while den i went to canteen le lor... den there at first the stall 1 aunty dun recognise me de lor.. den when i went closer den she rmb.. den she sae.. "wa.. u getting skinner ah".. den i was like.. excuse me.. i eat a lot le lehx.. den she saw my testimonials den she read read read lor.. den ok la.. den after dat.. was walking back to the stadium to go watch match and play ping pong la..
halfway.. den i saw xiaoying and meiting la.. den xiaoying was like hey.. "ISAAC".. real loud lor.. den she sae her bdae lor.. so shook hands and said happy bdae lor.. ya la.. so friendly right me?? haha.. den after dat went into ping pong room and saw them la.. den went to stadium watch bball match.. cos this few months the matches was like in our sch staduim la.. den after dat den went play lor... den during training ah.. i dun wan comment la.. i really played really really really badly.. so bad dat i wanna murder myself le la.. den i said hi to many pple who rmb me and saw me walking past la.. cos i was not wearing specs ma.. den i cannot see clearly.. so cannot sae i dao u noe!!
den after dat wanted to meet yy for dinner de lor.. den end up eat alone lor... cos he was with his bball frens whom i dunno and i wont wanna noe.. so eat the the the niang tou fu myself.. cannot rmb manx.. so bad memory.. haha.. den after dat on the way home lor.. den waited for bus 9 like for 30 minutes lor.. tmd.. den anyway.. after dat on bus.. den saw this malay girl.. wa.. i tell u ah.. she vain like nothing sia.. super duper high maintance woman sia.. wa lau.. she ah.. come bus .. make up make up non stop de leh.. from bedok to simei where i stop.. she make up all the way de leh.. buay ta han sia...see already wanna pukes manx.. ok.. den after dat reach home le lor.. den watch tv den type allt hsi thing and chat lor.. anyway... i haven played any computer games todae!! so guai.. maybe i will break record already sia.. okok..
goodnight everyone.. hav a nice day!!
-1:20 AM
i am typing this for the 2nd time!!! dam frustrated.. but its ok.. i shall write it all over again.. haix.. ok.. wat did i write.. i am trying to recall..
oh ya.. i think i am becomign i real pig lor.. cos i am like not doing anything everytime la.. den i am like sitting there the whole time staring into space.. wondering when my brain cells will be as fat as shaq... haha.. ok la.. i think all of my brains cells are like dying.. cos got no activites which requires them..
anyway.. todae i woke up as 1 la.. as usual la... habit already.. den is like the room was so dark dat i tot it was still night.. cos i had my blinds down and outside was raining la.. so make it dam dark lor.. den i wanted to cook myself some mee ma.. cos i was really hungry.. puberty continues.. ya.. den the stove the fire is like dam small lor.. dunno y suddenly liddat.. god dun wan me to eat noodles?? the fire was so super small lor..i think can only cook an ant.. although i on high la.. but like so small... water cannot even boil lor.. lolz.. den i was like trying to repair it.. wrestled with it for 30 minutes den still cannot!! den i had to settle for biscuits and orange juice.. ok.. den i spent the whole afternoon staring at this stupid screen la.. playing yahoo pool..
den after dat in the night.. my dad came home.. den he was like bringing a lot of food for me la.. and all was from 85!!! so nice of him.. i love u!! there was rou chuo mian( we call it 8 wrong noodle).. and carrot cake and also tang yuan!! wa.. den i like finish all in 20 minutes.. so piggish.. den i think spent abt 6 bucks for a dinner le lor.. so much.. wa kaox..
after dat i like sat in front of the tv screen for super long la.. cos there were a lot of nice shows la.. den i dao a lot of pple la.. sorry peeps.. haha.. watching tv ma.. ok la.. den after dat i was sitting here until now lor... ya.. dats all le la.. anyway.. me 90% gg back to AHS tml lo.. cos i wanna take my testimonials from yong kang,, den maybe shun bian play ping pong.. lolz.. dats all le ba.. bb world..
Sunday, January 16, 2005
-10:59 PM
wa kaoz.. todae is super super tiring... ok.. i woke up 8 for chruch lor.. and i think i slept like 3am the day before.. so not enough sleep la.. anyway.. den went church la.. den after service went to eat some nice char siew fan.. den after dat went back to my old hse to pick up some remaining stuffs.. den i was super amazed.. my mother actually kept so many rare coins.. den i think next time worth alot la.. wa.. so pro.. even i so 8 gua also dunno until todae.. wat more is she hiding from me sia.. okok..
after dat went to tamp to meet cass and sheri.. den went all the braddell juz to buy a shoe lor.. and some more is an outdated shoe which is so so common lor.. den me and cass were like commenting on the way la.. den after dat den went to bugis la.. as usual me try to entertain with super cold jokes la.. haha.. okok. den they were like wa lau.. den cass was like "i wanna watch movie".. den whine and whine non stop.. haha...in the end me and sheri prevented it from happening.. cos she wanted to watch the show juz to see shuai ge.. i think the show is "my brother".. den we went to bugis..
there den we went to bugis la.. den we were there walking super aimlessly. walk here walk there back to square la.. den went to eat and all this stuffs lor.. den we walk here walk there den never buy anything lor.. den sheri juz picked up her stuffs la.. den we se see look look until tired den is about 6 liao.. den this 2 girls ah... cannot stop eating de sia.. 1 go buy satay.. the other old chang kee.. wa lau eh.. pigs... haha... den i went home after dat lor.. den took the pasir ris to pei them la.. dumb manx... den on the way we were like sitting on the MRT floor lor... den pple coming stare.. den cass stress bio test the next day.. so listen to her preach bio... she wans practice la.. whatever.. den train pass by kallang and i wanted to get down lor.. but cannot la... no tix.. sianed.. den on the way den cass was like hey i got teens... den i did the love test lor.. my answer was like all B!! i never realise until they sae.. ok.. den the result was like i will hav mature relationship which i will protect with my life la.. something liddat la..
den reach home juz in time for tiger cup lor.. den watch watch watch.. quite fun la.. cos singapore win ma.. den i was like woohoo!! okok.. whatever.. den after dat.. eat some stuffs den my mother did a sugery on me la!! ok... whatever la.. den i think me going back to AHS soon la.. cos me need to take my testimonials.. and somemore.. i wanna go play ping pong.. long time no touch.. ok.. if tml nothing interesting happns .. i shall write abt thoughts on marriage...
Saturday, January 15, 2005
-10:55 PM
todae was not vv hetic la.. there is nothing much anyway.. woke up at 11.. den started to do some housework la.. den play need for speed until 4 30.. den go church..
den in church it was not bad la.. the worship and everything was quite ok la.. den i was sitting there with me fren den we not even listening to the guy tok.. den tok a lot.. oh wells.. den after dat went straight home.. cos i wanted to watch man u vs liverpool.. den man u win!!! 1-0... ronney ( the pig) scores.. haha.. never let me down sia... lucky they win.. woohoo... ook.. den after dat i am here le lor.. den toking.. downloading.. blogging.. watching soccer.. playing online pool.. listening songs.. wa... alot of things sia.. tml still gotta wake for church at 8.. oh no.. haha.. ok.. i go back do my things le.. dam bz ah.. this is by far the shortest entry i hav ever had.. haha..
Friday, January 14, 2005
-11:58 PM
ok.. so i am typing this for the 2nd time already and i dunno y the whole thigs juz disappeared la.. anyway.. besides waking up to watch basketball.. todae was practically sleeping the whole day la...oh well..since i got nothing to blog about.. den i might as well juz share another few thoughts of mine la..
anyway.. todae i wanna tok about the fact dat human kind do not use their brains.. y is it dat pple cannot hav more self control and y pple do not use their brain dat god has so wonderfully made for them.. i mean everytime.. all the sad things and uneventful events happen cos of these small small things..
for example.. y izzit dat criminals do not use their brain and think of the consequences dat they would end up staying in CHANGI or QUEENSTOWN or any other of the cells.. y is it dat they wanna steal or rob or commit crimes.. are their lives so worhtless and bored until they have to resort to such things to give them the thrills dat they wan?? y do fights break out?? are things so serious dat u need to use ur fist in order to get wat u wan?? are fights so fun dat once in a lifetime everybody would get to try it?? everyday.. when the news are being broadcast.. i could always hear all the bad things dat are happening in this world.. y izzit dat minimal happy things happen in our lives.. natural disasters... crimes... poltical figures fighting.. y all this things happen..
this is cos of the fact dat pple do not use their dam brain.. natural disaters aside.. but i think dat crimes could be adverted when pple use their brain de la.. as wat i hav juz said abv la.. den as for the politcal asses fighting ah.. juz go see wat happened in taiwan la.. y cant they juz leave some of their dignitiy and pride and juz humble themselves and stop throwing chairs around in the darn parliment.. y cant they juz use their fat brain and think dat this would damage the reputation of taiwan.. all of them are political figures and of course they carry the reputation of taiwan.. and they juz ruin it.. juz like in sch.. y cant pple juz use their darn brain and juz tuck in their shirt.. they carry the name of the sch too... i admit dat i do not tuck in sometimes la.. oh wells.. sorry for dat mrs goh... but den again.. i always never dio demerit.. and i almost had a few.. oo0o.. anyway.. juz to share.. when i went to AHS in sec 1.. in the 1st week.. i scolded a teacher fuck u already.. and everyone in the class noe lor.. and i nearly got the demerit lor.. ok.. but now i more guai le la.. oh wells.. *be humble isaac*
juz to end la.. i think dat ah.. pple should nearly juz quiten themselves and juz think of the way to solve this matter and not put the whole blame on somebody's shoulder la.. okok.. i hope this things wont disappear.. i go le.. bb le.. tata.. ciaos.. or whatever bb phrases u can think of...
Thursday, January 13, 2005
-11:15 PM
todae was like my first day of work and i was juz 5 minutes early lor.. it could hav been worse if not for my dad manz.. haha.. thanks manz.. anyway.. todae was quite fun la.. i finally had so many things to do in my life.. haha. so it was not too bad... ok.. so i started out filling up all the empty stocks of cups and plates and culteries la.. quite ok la.. i did it real quick cos it was like really simple.. den filled up the ice box which was empty.. den i go to make my own milo quietly.. i made bout 3 cups lor.. so sneaky.. but fun.. woohoo.. okok.. whatever.. den in the noon it was full hse la.. den the manager made it sound like it would be very busy.. but in actual fact it was real real easy de lorz.. haiya.. dun sae work le la.. they juz dun challenge me enuff la..
except for the folding napkins part la.. haha.. anyway..i hav very poor folding skills la... so i took quite long to learn it.. oh wells.. i admit me dumb ok.. den i went to the housekeeping department where i was like playing the jokers to the aunties there la.. the manager asked me to change clean napkins and table cloth.. so i went lo.. den the aunties there wanted me to count in front of her la.. den i count halfway lose count.. it was quite difficult to count la.. so i had to untie the thing and count den tie it back and stuffs.. den the 2 yalam aunties were similing.. lol.. but glad dat i brought joy to pple la..
anyway..den after dat.. went to tamp AGAIn for the 2nd straight day to eat long john la.. ate with yong yi, wayne and jac.. quite stupid la.. but den again.. it was very nice.. haha.. oh wells.. my tv show gonna start le lo.. so i shall end here le.. bb everyone..
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
-11:26 PM
ok.. i think i am getting moodier and moodier and more you1 yu4 as the days go by lorz... haix.. i think ah.. my this prob.. only got a feel pple noe la.. so i shall su ku here lor.. HAIX!!! okok..whatever.. anyway.. i haven blog for the past 2 days. yesterdae.. nothing much happened.. besides swimming and gym. todae.. nothing much of the same.. swimming and gym.. but 1 more thing is i went out to walk the whole tamp dunno how many times with yy.. ok.. whatever..
so.. since there is nothing.. i shall juz share my thoughts la.. but b4 dat.. i got a great news.. my com got sound!! ok. no big deal.. everybody has.. but cos i hav not heard the sound from it for quite long.. so i missed it.. anyway.. y cant pple stop hurting each other.. i mean seen so many of cases of failed relationships dat i really wonder if this world still has something called love.. i juz hate the fact dat everytime somebody sobs to me.. its abt FAILED relationship..
is it really true dat teenagers are juz to imature.. or izzit dat everybody juz cant be bothered with the feelings of their own kind.. WHY!!! i really hate it lor.. is loving/liking someone a crime?? y do pple juz hav to hurt the once loved one worse den those who suffer in world war 2.. are the feelings of our fellow human kind so worthless dat u pple hav to hurt it!!
this feelings of mine has juz bottled in my heart for so long dat wat i said out is really wat i think and feel abt the world now.. does love hav really such little for us to look forward to??? pple are juz to selfish and selfless in the things dat they do. y cant pple juz spare a thought for others and make life a better place to live in??
wow.. i think i dam pro.. ok.. whatever.. tml gotta work.. now still dun sleep.. wanna die ah.. ok.. isaac go sleep.. bb le
Monday, January 10, 2005
-6:54 PM
todae has been another simple day.. slept at 4am this morning.. and den woke at 3pm this afternoon.. i think i always offend pple gg sch in the morning.. but.. i dun care... hahaha.. anyway... i may not update this blog for a few days cos of some pple who never do a good job with my com la.. most pple should noe who la.. com dunno y also no sound.. employ a failure.. wat a bad move.. sianz.. so i hav to bring to my father's friend hse to repair lor.. so i think need 2,3 days la.. depending when he wans to do it.. so now only left tv, radio and mp3 lor.. haix.. now i have to upload all my things before my dad bring this com to his friend's hse.. lol.. ya la.. toade i got nothing happen also la.. lol.. and also contact me thru fone ba.. no COM!!! I HATE U SG!!
Sunday, January 09, 2005
-9:22 PM
ok.. todae actually nothing much happened la.. whole day sit at home la.. cannot wake up to go church.. so woke up at 12.. den started watching pearl harbour DVD la.. touched by the last part when the guy cannot come back from war den die la.. haix.. a little tears come out la.. wa.. so gay..
anyway.. todae nothing special la.. so i shall share some thoughts of mine la.. starting of romance first.. i think dat ah.. the real test of a strong relationship would come a time when the guy goes to NS.. ya.. cos they are in diff places all the time ma.. den if the girl waits for the guy den she is the right person liao le la.. dats wat i think la.. budden ah.. let nature take its course la.. oh well...
i also think dat pple should learn to hav more consideration and care to other pple la... oh wells.. pple should not always quarrel la.. its dam irritating la.. y cant pple give and take things.. haix.. really sad about humans la.. den everytime complains juz fills the air everytime something goes wrong.. y do pple hav so little patience and tolerance towards each other.. haix..
i also think dat pple should not go to war la.. cos is like many pple will die.. den this would not be of god's will la.. oh wells.. but dats part and parcel of life.. how i wish dat life would be more peaceful.. haix.. as the saying goes.. a brilliant man does not go to war.. therefore.. BUSH is an idiot.. i hope the US intelligence dun see this.. lol...
some resolution for myself would be dat i hope dat i would be more daring with things la.. pple who noe me would get wat i mean.. and also i hope dat to whichever sch dat i go to i hope to do the best i can for the sch and also do well in my academics la.. oh well.. i hope all dat will happen lor. cos i am alr quite sian with lousy results la.. hahaha... okok.. take care everyone..
Saturday, January 08, 2005
-11:34 PM
so i am here again la.. well todae.. i think it has been the earliest since i wanted to wake up lor.. 10am in fact.. wa.. so early.. den i was like dun wan to wake lor... lazy me .. oh well.. den after dat i juz stayed at home the whole day la.. until 4 30 liddat i went to church..
so church was not bad la.. quite ok.. the singing part was not bad.. but when it comes to cell group it was a little boring la.. ok.. den after dat.. i sat into uncle daw ching's car (church elder) den he was like 60years old lor.. and he still drives fast.. i dunno y la.. he went my hse cos of some life group gathering to dedicate the hse lor.. so on the way he ask me abt my ping pong and stuffs la.. den i was like u also noe my ping pong stuffs.. den he sae a lot of pple in church toking bout it.. den i was like how come i dunno de.. oh well.. shocking manz...
ok.. so in the hse. abt 8 le.. den got so many kiddos lor.. not including me la.. den they were like fighting for the chance to play need for speed lor.. so lame lor.. wa kaoz.. ok.. i also plae... den.. after dat had dinner.. singing and some prayer stuffs la.. den after dat i had to bring the kiddos down to walk around the place lor.. den they were like so noisy dat i dio complain from some idiots la... den we walked to some dark corner den this boy.. 6 yrs old.. den he sae he scared... den he started crying lor.. ok la.. den he said bad guys will appear and the police will catch... den i was like no link!! oh wells.. lame.. den after dat den i went back lor.. cos he was like going to cry.. den for no reason.. the girls started to fight in my room.. den i think i hav to tidy up my room and change my bed sheet le lor.. sighs.. buay ta han.. cham liao... i need to clean up my room all over again.. and i juz did it yesterdae!! i hate u guys manz.. oko.. i got nothing to sae le.. complain over.. nitex everyone...
Friday, January 07, 2005
-10:41 PM
ok.. i am like trying to blog.. budden this stupid thing got some bug.. so gotta restart.. like so ma2 fan2 sia.. okok.. so here it goes.. todae i woke up at 1 as usual.. ok.. sorry everyone.. anyway.. ya.. den i woke up to scavenger for food la... budden on the dining table there was like ONLY bread.. ok.. den after dat.. in the corner of my eye... wa kaoz.. like compo.. ok.. corner of my eye.. i saw a 50 dollar note!!!! lol... anyway.. dat was used to buy some clothes for myself and the groceries la..
so went to east point de NTUC.. ya.. den i was like oh no... got so many stuffs to carry back.. plus my shirt... ok la.. in the end spent abt 47 bucks?? around there... ya.. den got 4 bags of NTUC stuffs.. 1 Gio bag.. 1 battery plastic bag, 1 coffee plastic bag.. and 1 meal plastic bag.. den i lazy to walk 2 bus stop.. so took bus lor...
ya.. den reach home.. started to eat.. den later go do some housework lor.. cleaned up my room.. and also wiped the whole hse floor lor.. den clean up the plates and wash all my clothes la.. wa.. sounds like a filial boy.. I AM MA!!! ok.. bhb... anyway.. den by den like 6 le lor... den wanted to go eat with yong yi de.. budden got 1 uncle need to come my hse look at the display glass door dat which was a little chipped off by whoever la... not me this time.. YEAH!! okok.. den waited until like 7 plus den he come lor.. so no choice.. cannot eat with yong yi again.. ok.. sounds like gay... everytime with him de.. ok.. den after dat... den my dad brought home rou4 chuo4 mian4 and the carrot cake... wa kaoz.. block 85 buy de lor.. shiok like nothing sia.. oh well... ya.. dats abt it le la.. need to sleep early le.. tml got alot of things happening..
tml abt 7 plus in the night i think got a lot of pple come my hse sia.. heard like got 25 liddat.. some gathering thingy la.. i try my best to protect my com from any suspicious characters.. lolz... okok.. nights... takarrie everyone.. oh ya.. i nearly forgot to thank those who had done my blog.. err... jean.. hui ying.. yan lin.. xiao ying.. meiting.. and sherilyn.. ya.. think i never left out anyone le ba...
Thursday, January 06, 2005
-9:16 PM
after writing 3 days of blog. i found out dat time passes by so so quickly.. so fast dat i cannot see... okok.. whatever.. anyway.. today i think i woke up at 1.. pple schling please dun xian4 mu4... lolz.. ok.. den my brother suggested watching X men dvd.. so we like 2 idiots sit there 1 and a half hours watching pple fight...
after dat.. den i juz went down to swim lor.. den is like my bro suggested but den he pang seh me la.. den i went down lor.. swim swim halfway.. he den come lor.. i look at him.. he like dam fat.. den.. astonished am i... he swam 12 laps of 50m pool lor.. non stop lor.. wa laoz... den is like super fast lor.. cannot blame me.. he last time sch team de.. lolz.. budden now his size ah.. wa lau.. so much bigger den me in width... ok.. sorry bro.. i was there like for 2 hours.. den after dat went gym for 10 minutes cos the security guard make the air con like so so cold
den.. at night.. went to find kelvin lor.. cos i needed money and he owed me.. so i had to go all the way back to bedok.. den i saw Able on the way back home.. lolz.. den we had a short chat for about 5 minutes la.. okok... den after dat i went back to simei... den i suggested to yong yi dat i eat dinner with him la.. budden hor.. i dunno y but den i juz ta bao home lor.. den i felt bad dat i pang sei him la.. but in any case.. sorry la yong yi.. kkz... den i hav nothing else to sae liao le... lolz.. bb le everyone.. hahas... good night pple....
-1:03 AM
well well... today was like super duper extremely ultimately busy lor.. from the start.. i like wake up at 6 30 for a waiter training which started at around 9 30?? diaoz.. ok... is juz like a normal sch day lor.. wats the diff sia.. wake up so early.. ok.. den.. went to this changi village restraunt and listen to the guy "preach" until like around 1?? ok.. den never mind... after dat i reach home bout 2.. my bro ask me go move his belongings from bedok to seng kang.. i was like.. am i a bangladashi worker?? i think i am worse den dat.. cos i am not payed!!!... oh well.. but he's my blooded bro.. how can dun help him.. so we went back to bedok.. took his stuffs.. about 10 boxes of big and heavy boxes lor... and went to sengkang.. and we made 2 trips from bedok to sengkang lor.. overall took us abt 4 hours.. by den.. my back already ached like siao on top of my suspected slipped disc injury... it is 6 already by den.. ok... den jiu suan le.. wats more.. den i had to pei my mama go buy coffee table lor... den i tired like nothing le still entertain her.. ok.. den walk up and down the furniture mall at around beach road.. den.. is walk up walk down to find the suitable wan.. in the end.. although we got it.. but i think it is small la.. den.. its is abt 9 liao le.. wa kaoz. wat a day.. and it has not ended lor.. after dat.. den had to entertain the whole family by going to this darn restaurant.. so we ate.. den is like 10 30 le lor.. zzzzz... when i came home.. den had to continue upgrading this blog lor.. like putting the tag board and all this la.. but special thanks to jean.. xiao ying and hui ying for making it possible... lolz.. okok.. dam tired le... and i hav to really go sleep.. oh ya.. gotta write a testi for jean.. oh wells.. she sae i owe here like for ages.. so ok la.. go to friendster den go sleep... by this time everybody is already having a very good night.. so bad night everyone.. haha.. jkjk... wow.. like writing compo...
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
-3:04 PM
my first entry!!! this is the first time i am having a blog ok... well too much time to kill so i decided to do this.. also.. with an online poll... many seem to favour this idea... so blog lor... ok.. todae i dun think anything really happening happened la.. hmm.. well.. todae.. woke up at like.. 12?? sleep until like a pig lor.. but i like.. ya.. wat else lehx.. err... den started to sit in front of this stupid screen for a while... den after dat i watched fast and furious la.. dvd.. watch and watch.. den tried to do some stuffs... but in the end i only managed to sit right in front of here again.. oh wells.. anyway.. after dat.. at abt like 7.. my dad came home.. gave me the power supply letter and the bill was like 250... den of course i am stunned la... btw... i am the head of control for electricity in the hse la.. so i think i did a lousy job.. heh.. okok.. den from 8 liddat den tried to set up a stupid log which lasted until now which is 11 already.. okok.. i think i better go sleep soon.... if not tml cannot wake up for some waiter training.. oh wells... bb le everyone.. haha...